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Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold Starry night.


Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD


I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

heh..Well yesterday was cool..Met him on the way to shop n save..
He smiles..hehe just miss him during those days..yeah..Yup really..
Something got into me..Dunno DAMN serious! Ive become damn serious..
Very quiet..Emo like..haizzz...But the determination in me increases..
ARH! Then friday..played soccer with nevin n afi..Afi kick then hit the lamp..
Damn..It broke into half..zzz..Then we sat at the playground..Felt very sad
that time..But they cheered me up..The feeling of it having tis type of friends
is unexplainable..(got such word ah?) I guess so..
Then Im confused man..CONFUSED..I *4 him..And the other too..
Haizzz..Both dont like me duh..So so..Just continue with studies bah!
but still sad deep deep deep deep deep inside...
Well I guess stop here for now...
Bye...


Arh..yeah..quite a long time..not been blogging..zzzz
Well got noth to say..Its always a normal day..But something pissed me
off again tis mrning..Rite in the morning when i reached school...
Damn Fucked up men..Wont tell you why...But she's gone too FAR!
Damn it! That a$$ho.e..But then i ignore deh..What for be irate,
not worth it..
Well in the afternoon..heh..When to a study corner near my house..
We ate lunch there..With Nevin,Jon,Afi n Hanisah..My normal close friends..
Never missed to hangout wit em'...They are the best..
Yeah the scar on my left hand..Well,gonna be cured soon...
But i guess..Ill do it again and this time its on the wrist..MAD huh!
No lah skiddin..Well if i do also like theres anyone cares..Do alot of times alr..
The N scar thingy..Alot of them was angry when i Do it..lolz..Told then not to..
Cuz..U know why..Juz hate myself..Tats all..
heh..This dayz I just dunno why..Became very serious not a joker..
Weird..something got into me...It really made me sad..Since that night..
And day..when my fren told it for me..sigh..
He gave me a malicious treatment...I felt very..very..haizz..cant say that thing...
Just felt so useless..
i guess this is for the night..
Oyasumi Nasai..
Watashi..aishiteru..Forget it...
Hate it so much..
im off..

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