Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold Starry night.


Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD


I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

wah...today my mind suddenly want to make rap sia...ZzZ
well I have one..And i shall post it...haha

7 mile,
didnt see my smile,
for a few days,
lemme show you my real side with my ways.
you think you are good..
c'mon saying me bad doesnt make you any better,dude!
you heartless bastard,
the only think you do is to flirt.
you may call me an a$s,
say more,leave it out all the rest.
men,what sort of sickness do you have?
SARS,AIDS,DENGUE,BIRD FLU,OR OUTTA BREATHE?
ohh,I get it,lets talk about me,
yes, I mite be the pain in the a** if you went over me,
make me cry,make me unhappy
and yes,I may see like tomboy,
but nope iM not,you stupid pathetic boy!
it seems you have trouble's in dealing with this changes,
and still I didnt delete your messages!
you make me say all this vulgaraties,
even tho i reach in my 20s..
when Im not this type of person,
take my picture,and burn,
well lets say I dont take action nor concern.
I see pain,I see liars,backstabbers and thieves..
You'll pay for wat I received..
Just f off those bitch=es and bastards,and haters.
and can you help me do some favours?
You mister mischieves,you miss itchy..
see that key on the table,take it and FLEE!
and a reminder..
Do send some ppl,beat me up,meet some medium,curse me ler..
I dnt even think anyone care,
cuz why? We are just not aware..
That agony feeling...
its bothering...
You are a problem child!
too emo! too wild!
you have no control,you just let your emotions go!
MEN JUST SHUDDAP YOU EMO!


haha stop here...too long alr..Next post I post rap again!
and then you all know how i feel the other way of pain..
Off..


Wah...Today...Flow damn hazy...
yeah..my story sucks below
yeah it like
going
down slowly
yeah buddyy!
men this just come out in the random way..
haha i dunno why ive become so random!
well gtg bye yeah!
Off...
~[.M.N.I.]~


Original Story of Idayu..
AN Immortal Officer :Why Must we kill Idayu,Sir??


An Immortal Officer: She's good Sir! She's nice,she helps people alot!



After a few days....

An Immortal Officer: I tried sir...I nearly catch her..But she's fast...



An Immortal Officer:I'm Afraid its dangerous...Cuz she looks like an angel..



An Immortal Officer: .....
(He went to find a guy near the Town of Sporadically Insane ppl..)



A Insane guy walk pass him and say: HAHA U BoTAK!! STuPID APEK!
The Officer look at him blankly : arh ok..I have hair -rubbing his hair- Well sir,U know this girl Idayu?



The Immortal Officer: Erh..No..Well I want her now! Do u know where is she!?!



The Immortal Officer: Sir! I'm SERIOUS!!!



The Immortal Officer: well,Do u have the plan where to find her?



The Immortal Officer: What!? Warhead!? Thats a Sweet Dammit!



The Immortal Officer: haisshhh...Im off from here...



The Immortal Officer: Men,I dunno you are insane!
I guess we should end our story here...abt Idayu



haha i will continue the story next time...


Wow! Wat a splendid day todaY!!!!
Let me tell ya wat happend!
First...
Yeah met him! haha lolz!
Wah miss him so much deh...
Well chat about a few stuffs with him..ahhahah
Then then...
Haish...Its just that I misses him so much lolz
then can meet him..wah nice...^.^
Second...
My bestfriend after for along time never meet!
WAH I meet her after that...
WOW!!! I misses my best buddy also...
Well really tell ya...I miss them like hell!!
Thirdly...
I've got Mr Cai's hp number!
HAHAHAH!!! Wow! He called after I sms him then we kind have a short talk..
Well its been a few years since I chat with my best best best teacher!
haha MISS HIM LIKE HELL OSO..
Haisshhh.....
WOw! Today damn splendid..
The main ppl that I misses so much..
I get to feel their presence with me back!
Yeah rock on Idayu!!
Yup! But it isnt complete yet,
I havent even get to take photos with em! >.<
lolz
I better get goin...
haisshhh! Im just so happy to hear n see them back...
wow....
gtg for now..
Off...


yeah..tonight? no mood for anything..God..wats wrong with me men..
Ive been so serious lately..even in msn you mite seeing me type ^^ :)
etc lah..but actually im not happy..well...wat can u do..
Ive been thinking too much lately...I just wish I could tell..How much __ means to me...sigh..yeah ive been facing ALOT of probs..dunno where it come
from... :( nvm i guess i shud chill out for tonight...audious..
Off..


wahz...today road safety park trip...lolz..same old outdated lecture and video..
Lolz...erh...the test tricky bah..hahaa weeeee..hope to pass it ah..
hehe...Then something damn syiok happen to me!!!!!!! TONIGHT!
I bought hehehehehehehe p......s.......p!!!!!! hehehesssss
my own money bah...suffer frm recess just to buy that lolz...
hmm..soso...kkss...maybe Im someone very easy..and someone who enjoys this boring life...lolz...Welcome to my life!! hehe ^^
opps..gtg watch a ghost story now tatazzz...
Kakashi Sensei AKA Idayu!!
tata....


lolz...So long never blog..haha
Kks..Tonight watched Naruto on youtube till sian deh..
Wah I really fall in love with Kakashi men he's so cool..
Just like me..lolz skiddzzz..
hmm I dunno this dayz ah jus love to watch naruto..WOOTS!
hehe ^-^ then..maybe...
haizz...nvm..lolz..Wakaka waiting for the PSP day to come..
hehehe >.<
kks wanna watch Naruto now tataz!
Off..
Kakashi Sensei AKA Idayu

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