It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

wow...I felt better...after few days off...
well maybe off from painful stuffs... ^-^
hehehheheheh
ok ok...today i decided to upload some recent and outdated photos i had...
kk..lets get to it..
My dance group except that jon wasnt in the pic that time...sadden..

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In the bus alone...About few weeks ago...

Lets feel the boringness and lonliness during June..
My pic...Was taken ard June..

MIB
During Be yourself Day..
Me in the art room! Cp took it when i was actually staring the art teacher in blank?!

Me In Black...

Recently..
Me and CP...Back to Back episode of Idayu and CP's swimming "adventure"...

Thats all i wanted to upload for tonight...
Anyways...Ive decided...Let Nature take actions...
Ill think positive from now on...
I will...
Off...

yeah...Tonight gonna be a long post..I think..
haiishh..ppl are putting pressure at me...
I felt left out you knoe..In sch...Everywhere I go..
I will ALWAYS be solo...ALWAYS. In sch.
My friends are paired up as in.
Hanis,Aini...Hayati,Sheila...Nurul,Eli...
..................Idayu.....................................
alone...
hahaha...nice rite?
Men. really...Its like...I want to hangout with em..But
I will always felt like Im odd...IM ONE ODD OUT..
hahah..Idayu's ODD..
lolz
be urself day cool you knoe!
I collapse during napfa.Injured my whole right side of the body.
And everybody went laughing happily.
haha...nice..
Only god knows how I really felt when I face this stuffs...
Im crying in the time wondering...WHY..
Why....Why....Why....
Nope Ive done nothing bad lately..But if yes...
At least Ive made the effort to say sry...
But I guess...thats not the end of the story..
At home..Dont even wanna talk abt it..
In sch...nvm lah..
Outside in the world of mine..
erh...one word...UNEXPLAINABLE.
haha...yeah..soso..
Its 12.o5...Still thinking abt everything...
haiss...wow...
My life is full of...full of...
dunno lah..
Its like Im actually wasting my time living.
But when I think twice Im not..and in the same time yes.
Cuz....the reason is...Its ok...You all shud noe..
Nehmind..treat me using your way..
I dont care...haha..
WOW...my first longest post..
and also talk only half on my life...nice..
>.<
' BANG! "oops ssomeone shott herr!" "who's the her?"
"_da_u!"
Fill in the blanks! LOLZ
and kay! F.Y.I!
STOP CALLING ME EMO OR TOMBOY OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST STOP!!!!!!!! CUZ IM NOT ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank You..
Jon sry that I shouted at u...Didnt meant too..
But pls..Stop calling me any of em...pls..
haishh...Ive got one message for you all reading this..
Who knows me..and a friend of mine..

Sorry If Ive done something bad or anything to you..
Hope you forgive me. And I would like to say...
Just feel free..To injure me if you are not happy with me..
I welcome you..hehehe

finally..felt a little better after writing this out...
haish...I hope there's at least someone,who I can really2
share whats happening to me..and can lend me a listenin ear.
with some good advices...
lolz...wah damn long sia....haha..anyways sry if i talk alot abt me...
I just want to let everything out...
Off...gtg...wanna kill myself for tonight..
wat i mean is i want to sleep kay..
Im not mad...for god sake..
TC evyr1...GOODNIGHT

Off...~[.N.I.]~

Men...
What happend to me today...
I didnt meant to shout,during recess.Im not that type of person..Who
shouts alot..What happend sia...Then I feel like collapsing just now..During recess..
I felt very giddy sah..then it was like...IM NOT ME,today...Why...
But after school...I was sure it was myself back..Me,Myself and I...Noth else..
Cuz I was v chill...V serious..haha...
yeah...and Naruto,Shikamaru...lolz
wanna know why Im serious this days..?
Tell ya..
Im not emo,Im not depressed,Im not stressed...
But I feel I want to..somehow..begone from this place..
At home..alot stuffz happening...In sch..looking at y'all..Nvm...
If u understand...Thanx...
arh..I cant take it anymore!
But I'm sure...2mrw..I will be myself..I will...
hahas...been acting weird lately..just tell you all ah..
If Im so serious,nvr smile or wat..haha..Im like that mah..Naturally
lolzz...hahas
frgt/10...2sy..im m3 0k..dnt tnk im mAd..0o0o0o0ok
6o.. 1 2 g0 055 9w..
2a2a..

p.s. : u u9drsnd m3 lnguag3..th9 cl..1na k9w hw m3 usd 8.
haha...go l3rn e lnguag3 4rm ei da u. lolz
skiddins..off....

wow...today...was okay lah...Hmm friday...worse..
Morning,halfway through jogging 2.4km I black out and suddenly there was
a weird pain ard my liver there...It was so painful but i intend to force myself back
to jogging but I didnt make it. I fell to the ground back. Men..it was so painful..
Then in class..was chilling outside my classroom with Nicholas then Chiu Ping went sliding
and her toes were like sticking out and it hit my shin..It was pain enuff and AGAIN i fell to the ground. I staggeredly rise up..Men it was DAMN PAINFUL..
Wah den I hangout with my other two buddies, Sheila and Hayati...yeah
I manage to climb the wall,but halfway upon reaching,it was like someone grabbing my foot..and i hit my arm on the edge and it was like..I got a bruise(sp?)I cant really do stuffs..And Sheila injured her leg,Hayati her arm...haish...Bad luck sia...
Then we went home..After we went separate ways..yeah went home lor..
But...after i reached home. I went to play my guitar and I heard my bro shouting so
I tot wat happend and wanna rushed out but I slip my elec guitar and hit my foot directly.
OW! And yeah,when i was transferring my amp. i acc drop it on the foot
that been hit by my guitar. ZzZzZ....OWWWW!
ok..ok...then went back to school..watch him POP...yeah...soso...
lolz...and chloe keep disturbing me...then Kale's friend keep pesturing me..
for my crush guy name..told her I dont wanna tell anyone..She still force me..but I manage
to threw her off..LOLZ.
Soso...Well yeah...thats all..
Quite boring arh..writing a story now..
Off..