Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold Starry night.


Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD


I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

Men...
What happend to me today...
I didnt meant to shout,during recess.Im not that type of person..Who
shouts alot..What happend sia...Then I feel like collapsing just now..During recess..
I felt very giddy sah..then it was like...IM NOT ME,today...Why...
But after school...I was sure it was myself back..Me,Myself and I...Noth else..
Cuz I was v chill...V serious..haha...
yeah...and Naruto,Shikamaru...lolz
wanna know why Im serious this days..?
Tell ya..
Im not emo,Im not depressed,Im not stressed...
But I feel I want to..somehow..begone from this place..
At home..alot stuffz happening...In sch..looking at y'all..Nvm...
If u understand...Thanx...
arh..I cant take it anymore!
But I'm sure...2mrw..I will be myself..I will...
hahas...been acting weird lately..just tell you all ah..
If Im so serious,nvr smile or wat..haha..Im like that mah..Naturally
lolzz...hahas
frgt/10...2sy..im m3 0k..dnt tnk im mAd..0o0o0o0ok
6o.. 1 2 g0 055 9w..
2a2a..


p.s. : u u9drsnd m3 lnguag3..th9 cl..1na k9w hw m3 usd 8.
haha...go l3rn e lnguag3 4rm ei da u. lolz
skiddins..off....

- AiSyAh!!BeSTFRiENd4eVer.^^
- Aini.:)
- Afifah.PrIBuDd.:))
- Akmal.BudDy.(:
- Amanda.XcuteMa'am.(:
- AnDi.MyLoVABLEBro(:
- N'Anyssa.ChinGAYBABE(:
- Arwen.MyBEStPaRtNer(BrO).:D
- AtiQAh.ThEChInEsEExPERt.;)
- Amirah:DD.BestBuddy!
- BeA."FlYinGcArPaRk"=)
- Benjamin.MySyiOksiR.=)
- BenSOn.HAHAHA XD
- ChInwee:D
- ChingNa.SiSteRrForEver!!;)
- ChiuPinG.DaROCK1.;D
- Chloe.GodSis.;>
- ClArA!SiSteRForEvER:D
- DiaN.BuDDy!:D
- EbAl!!MyFaVGdBrO&DAnCEOPaL=>
- EvElYn.meSCHmate(:
- FariZaH!XBTYN!(:
- GaWai.SquadMate(:
- GeOkTenG.JuNioR.=X
- HayaTi.BesTfrIend.^^
- HazIq.MeBuDDY4eVer.:D
- HisyaM.GodBro.:D
- IzzuaNd0.NCC(a)SenIor.XD
- Jaime.Senior;))
- JasLyN.The'TrAIn'FingErS=)
- 'JeChiEl!ATCBuDdy=)
- JuAnNe!MyFaVPsL=)
- Ji Siang.NCCSenior.(^,^)
- JiAhUa.MyCRAZYncO:>
- JiAyu.MeJuNIOR.=)
- JoSh.mebuddyFrmDF:P
- Joshua.MyEMOnco>.<
- Kale.Squadmate.x)
- K-Hai-Ri.FtPpSbUd.;)
- NaZ.PrIScHBud=)
- NicolE.PiAnOBudDy=)
- Nevin.GodBro.^.^
- Nicholas.NCCSenior.^-^
- MicKiE.MyBeSTJumPEr. =D
- QiUtIng.OPM XD
- Rena.GodSis.XD
- SeOwLinG.xBaND/teMpTeACheR.x)
- ShAnGmInG.ApPlEgUY:)<
- Sheila.BeStBudIes:)
- SiYi.SquaDmaTE.:)
- TiffaNy.SwiMgfwen><
- VaLerie.FtPpS:)
- VaLerie.1e3.:)
- WeeKeat.President07*.')
- XinHuI.SeNioR'))
- YaOyUaN.MyBroThErFoREVer.=D
- Zane.Senior.')
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