Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold Starry night.


Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD


I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

heh.. yeah today? hmm certainly a good day. but a bad one in the same time.
aint cool in the afternoon. but manage to avoid hurtful stuffs.
yeah... was in the car just now. there was dis place.. wuw.. its freaking
me out... haish.. sumore im alone now.. men.. alone in the night again..
arr... men.. its ok.. i got my friend here! Romeo and Juliet! My hamster!
hahah,dots... kay... today i just realised the bruises are gettin worse and worse
darn... nvm.. i can bear the pain... must endure! muahaha.. kks..
lets get back to work. Should I work during the holiday? I really need some help on thinking abt this... And.. for my crew members who's reading this now.. erm..
ring me up. or meet me. i needa talk to u abt recruting some new members in.
Anyways. other than that.. yeah im ready for tomorrows dance prac men! too ready!
~~ WOOHOOO ~~
Kay... i wanna go slip now. so Ciaos!
Take Care everyone!
Have a 'scary' night tonight!
Off..


Muahahahah! Tonight lemme see..Cant wait for swimming tomorrow. And DnT lesson. Was satisfied with my latest drawing which represent the same pic (later i show). But in anime. But i decided to modified it a little. hahax kk hm..Then yesterday afternoon got noth betta to do,was alone at home. So decided to took pictures of myself. And yeah i decided to change to this new songs! haha was addicted to it since Josh send me the file! hahax thnx men! I love it! If u think it sucks..You may please proceed to the mall exit! Haha noth betta to say next. So this are the pics.



Ok this is the human me.
And look! there's my anime me! but i know the real me looks betta
haha skiddin! oh gosh,my anime me cant see the hand on the hat! ZzZ


men I just LOVE THIS ONE! I really like this pic men! So darn cool!
hahax. of cuz lah..ayu wat...hahas skidiin..ZzZzZ


What the!! Was taking picture then felt like someone staring then when i turn NO
ONE! men..so sway. haha really! the sudden pose oso quite nice. so post it lor.


haha this is cool. ok larh..not bad. and here comes the most AC part men.....the one i hate the most!

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But this was perfectly cool. With the misty effect and "my" lamborgini on my right!
haha and seriously this was taken unexpectedly.
hahahahhah
I just dunno why..But black is totally my fav..and of cuz it does suit me! hahah

K lah..I v boring alr.
See if i got more pic! ill upload ya'all!
Thnx tata! hope this time round i get to take pic with my frends...


ARGH! Ok guys I know its been few months? haha weeks? days? Heck care lah...ermm yeah i didnt blog..no mood for blogging ar...LoL. Still remember! 2nd of august! haha met some new friends...like the 4 guys in white..those who watch mite remember them.. cool won 2nd! for 2nd august! ZzZz lame me...haha today morning...freshly baked by the noise surrounding me so decided to wake up at 7am.. ZZZZZZ haha... haiyo...cant wait to go out and find MY fedora hat! How cool is that hat man! like Ciara wore in her video like a boy! wah jealous liao... haha kks..my life lately,ok lah...been great... But sad thing is.... Never get to hangout with.. haha its ok... wit hu?? Guess lor! lolz... thats alot person in this world. So hope u get the right one! Muahahahah anyways... haish... I wish things would be like the old times.... when I hangout with my so called brothers... and my gang..haha.. and of cuz chatting with my best buddy everyday. And yeah..if ... wouldn't know that i like him! heh... but nvm..the past is the past.. but.. the past dont die, the past....KILLS! haha klah...actually got more but lazy to blog! haha tata have a great day ahead everyone! ^-^

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