It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

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Freaking sad men..
Im speechless tonight. I realised. I lost all my loved ones.
But of cause my family didnt..But...Everything I ever wanted
was...me being in reality..But I failed to do so.. I really didnt see my
reflection in the mirror.. Men.. I wish I could die! I wanted to be part
with everything surrounding me. But im always left out..
Proof?! heh..How to proof you when Im left out..There's no one that
could be witnessing me.. But I guess this is MY life..
MY problem..And have to held it all by myself. Cuz when times goes by
Im always alone. FOREVER. Not always but FOREVER. haha...
you all might be thinking im a pai kia lah..Act cool lah..No Im not.
Im a normal person with weird life. A weird life with alot of problems.
Alot of problems that I should solve it alone. To solve it alone..
Im dying.

I hate to say this but....
Im started to stress myself up again!!
Off....

kindly sianded again.
Stupid freaking Pen*s! Go confiscate my ring for noth. CB!
haha.. nvm lar..No big deal..A ring ony mah..Not from someone special so..
hah yeah. Ok today was fun lars..revise in sch..yadayadayada..then..went
home,revise again. haha. after that went to practise my piano skills..Still
learning the song Secret,halfway through going to finish! ahah. By hearing ler..
Isnt that easy ok! hear wrongly,produce wrongly. haha hmm..noth much to post
bah...let me see...
Yesterday
haha I think I frightened him. He suddenly ask me to call him..
Then talk crap agaiN! haha it was a short one bah..We all got exams so needa sleep
early. haha. anyways. u all should know who im referring to. pervious post i guess got
say one. haha i lazy to type his name..arr..sry... hehe..
haish..then I played my PSP secretly,when I suppose to be sleeping ard 2am?
I dunno why,but Im a night owl men... DoTs!
ok ok.. Ciaos.. Wanna play piano now..
Off...
P.S : Hope you all pass your exams with flying colours! All the best!

Haha.. hmm let me recall the past.. Well on..

Friday
haha. yeah I went crazy with Elton on the phone..Started talking on 10pm..Ended
around nearly 2.45 to 3 am in the morning...haha was syiok ar talking to him.
it was damn stupid. We talk alot of crap. Like 'Aku bunuh kau,kau bunuh aku'
Haha. It was nice tho. means I kill you,you kill me. Haha
But had to wait another, 2 more weeks then can prank him again..Lmao..Exams bah..
So have to wait until can chat with him again..ZzZ anyways after that..Went to play PSP.
And kon.

Saturday
nothing much.
Sunday
Kon the hold day.

Monday! (TODAY) I LOVE PIANO THE BEST!
ok lar.. In the morning. Hmm...Ms fauziah gave us EOY briefing..
Yadayadayada. Haha. Then went to DnT. My product is half produced!
but tomorrow must stay back. ~ShEeEsH! wahlau 2 to 4 summore sia...
wanna go home study!! GRRR.. hehe..then after maths. Noth happend.
M.T. got exam just now. Listening! Lucky I clean my ear early in the morning just now.
LoL. Sci. Miss Choong. haha. The class was in total crap. Shout there,shout here.
And Miss Choong was like standing in front of the class... "CLASS! You BETTER SIT DoWn!
Or NOT WE WILL NOT GO HOME AT 1.30!" I look at her and laughed. Why isit so funny
when she shout..!? haha ok ok. Stop my nonsense.
It was nice in class as I kept disturbing Nevin with his bag bah. Haha. he was irritated.
men I just miss disturbing him! rofl. okokokokokoko.
Haha. Then thnx to Elton!! Ive FINALLY!!! FINALLY!!! FINISH WATCHING!!
Secret...by Jay CHou!!!! THNX A MILL BaBy!!
okok..Hmm..It was so touching...The first time I cried for a chinese romance Movie!
Not drama but Movie! hahahaha haishh..Its fantastic.. Those who havent watch should

watch! MUST WATCH! OK! Its acted by my darling Jay Chou! Dun play2!
haha.
ok ok i guess enuff of my crap for tonight. I found the scoresheet. but one prob..
Ive never play from a scoresheet. I play piano by listenin. Not scoresheet.
And I dont go for lessons. darn but thats ok tho. Im still pro on piano. Well
of cuz not pro as my darling lah... But soon he going to train me how to become like him!
yeah.. its true im not lying.. ~ShEeEsH
ok lah i wanna ciaos.. tatas.
cant wait to try on grand piano tomorrow.. Muahahahahahah!
Off...Good Night Everyone..

Ok.. My life's is getting weirder and weirder.. I see stuffs...
Well no need to tell you all.. yeah. I know my blogs emo. Yeah my friends
also told me.. ive becoming more emo.. sheeshh.. guess i am..Today noth to post.
So post whats on....

Friday
Yeah.. morning p.e. as usual. Played2.. Then went to the piano when our principal,
came and say play some songs you know. Then ok. I played the NPCC song.
And some sad songs. He applaud and so the others. Was touched at the moment.
Then clara. Go tell him all sort stuff. Like i can sing,dance,draw... Watever more..
Sheeeshh that girl just cant keep quiet men.. But at that moment I felt sad..When i
remembered bout my family...Nvm.. forget it. Afternoon. Dance training again.
Stil no Mr.Phil. He's taking an mc. Dots..
All alone. But was nice cuz we went to the band room,which i have the oppurtunity
to play the drum! WOWOWO! nice.. We actually made a song. I played the drum,
Ramadhan played the tabla? I dunno wats that thing. Salleh played the MB small drum.
It was cool. haha. The drum was black n silver. fishin cool. Ok.. Then Mr Yeo. Hahas
it was fun..

Saturday. Aka Service Day! P.S. Was damn freaking fun!
It was service day. Yeah the first place was sad. That my leader is absent.
Therefore needa change with one of my sir. It was cool. We encountered some,
weird ppl. Scary places. BIG DOGS! And of course had fun with my team. But
I was ended up being bullied by My C.I! Should I say the name??
Ok. I guess.. Both bullied each other. I prank call him. And the oth C.I.
..the other one.. Which is Benson. He's ok with it. But E..lton! Fish!
He cannot put his hands one side. Keep breaking that toothpick or sumthing.
Sheeesh! And threw it at me,eventually hit my eye! Men! Im going,to give him
my fullest prank! muahahhah! jk jk.. lolz... Yeah after NP,was all alone,until
I realised Benson also taking the same route as me. So yeah,went back home
with him. Lolz. Yeah,went seperated ways aft that,I went home,get changed,
went to TP library alone. Met some friends in coincidence,first was in the library,
then at interchange met jis,guess he was waiting for nick,cuz I met him went I
was on my way to the 238 slot. Haha. Anyways...

I did mention wanna post some pics on this posT? haha. dont think so..
Tired. lolz>Ciaos.
Stop here 4 today.
Off....

Yeah,me again..Felt so relax tonight.. Wuw. Decided to change song.
Haha. Today was a fine day.. Im sad for Clara.
She cried because of friendship. I really felt what she was feeling that time.
Felt happy for Ching Na. As she finally can make it through stuffs again.
Congrats.
For me. Erm. Went to the library during recess,then that couple! (
I dun wanna mention names. Keep saying I have a boyfriend! WAT THE!
SERIOUSLY. Ive got none. Lol. I dun have ok. For god sake. Pls stop teasing me.
'I know alr,Got bf... Hahah no need to explain i dun wanna hear.'
Fish.. ~~ nono. No bf. End of story. OK!? I dun like anyone else.
For those who know,ok they know my person very well! OK!? So stop IT! hahah
Then got dance prac by our own. again. No Mr.Phil.But was nice.
Haha. then. Wanted to go to the piano,when I realised. I was damn
tired. Around my block seems to be pretty flooded with ppl when I came home.
Dunno whats the commotion all about. Lolz.
yeah. My song?? haha. hmm.. just the second song now. The first finish
few months ago. Finish the piano part,but the singing..
still thinking on the lyrics.
~Sheeesh~
men.. so exhausted tonight.. body feel like JELLY.
hahaha. going off now. noth more to post.
I shall post pics for the next post.
Ciaos.
Off...

Haha. Today was great.
Had dance training as usual.Had fun just now.Mr.Phil,was kinda like had fun by himself too.LOl.Yeah got my solo part and thats DAMN COOL!!!!
Then went home to play soccer with yani.
Halfway thorugh,met him. Cool. After long time never see him haha.
Felt delighted. Hehe. Ok ok. Dun wanna tell more wat happend. Then,went home..
When reach home. Bam! Im online. lolz
okok chat chat chat. till now.
haha. I just felt so happy today!
Smile everyone?! Try not to be sad if u can. Cuz when you all smile.
Its an everyday present for each other! So smile!!!
A dream is a wish ur heart makes!! SO dream sumthing happy and sumthing good!!
WOoOoOts!!! Love you all!!!
Ciaos! ^-^
Take care aite!

ok ok..
Was nice.. In the morning... err.. haha noth betta to do.
played mortal kombat on PS2. haha then then... boring..
When to my room. Locked myself up.. And started to write a new song.
Still half way through of it.. Men.. Nw I realised its hard.. -_-
the song is on piano,that what makes me think its cool.. haha
Well.. then slept. ZzZzZ
Afternoon when to my mother's workplace.. Help her with some stuff..
Something happend when the canteen was absolutely deserted.. Im alone.
My mum when to her kitchen room. so was alone outside..
It was scary tho. I could see the rooms. And the darkness outside the place was
damn dark.. I could only see whats outside if I really smashed my head through it.
lolz!
haha.. Today felt cool and nice.. No one spoiled my mood. and thats great.
So So.
Just reached home now.. So exhausted.. haha no more stuff to blog..
So yeah.. Off..
Ciaos!

hahaha. Today? was great. played soccer more than basketball. Haha
but its nice. Hmm.. after soccer. Chill out ard block 214 for yani.
haha. then went home. Watch some Jay Chou video.. Cried for some of it.
Was touched by it.. heh.. Dunno why I was so jiwang just now.. >.<
ok ok. erm.. after that played Nevin's Tekken5 with amirah on PS2.
Was damn syiok coz I won alot. hhaha.
played black jack. lost. dots. then she head back home. thats where
Im all alone again... All alone.. haishh.. well well.
Then tried playing Jay Chou's songs, A secret I cannot tell in piano.
Can play a little.. haha. soso. after my sis bf,dots.. he was kinda damn siao
just now. lolz. keep disturbin me.
haha. haishh... noth to post alr..
Continuing playing my p-i-a-n-o now.
Slow forever.

Ciaos...

Haha. Yeah tonight. | Its rockers season!! |

Welcome to all Rockers out there! Happy Rockers Season!
ok. to be more specific.. I made this season myself.. haha
well its kinda cool if u actually make a specific day for someone or sumthing rite?
Ok lets skip to the updates..
Well hmmm today was great, Swimming.. err.. I was caught up. In the middle of the pool swimming felt someone grabbing my leg,but when i turn! NO ONE! why am I so sway..
haha. lolz. after that. when to meet my aunt at geylang. yada yada yada.
hmm,after that when home. Went off to my old house there. Block 222. pass by.
Saw him. haha. >.< kks

Noth much happend after that.. So dont know what to post! haha
Off..