It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold ~~Starry~~ night.

Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD

I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

Haha..Hmm..
Today..Maths Paper 2..
was damn freaking EASY! haha
Predicted I pass this time! hehe so confident lolz. jk
haishhh...Just finish watching Secret By Jay Chou again..
Wow..I wish I had a guy like him..I want! I dont wish..
But too bad..Guys liddat isnt easy to find in this world..
Well and yeah...I wish...I got the him...Its been for months,
before I like MN. I like him first..But was confused halfway thru..
Well..Yeah im still learning to play Secret on piano. Men..
My piano sucks to the core! its an organ! wat could you expect?
I cant even play the full song lor! that organ so short! how to
practise tell me? haha,wanna play in sch..dun wan lah..No syiok..
later everybody tot got Jay Chou's wife in sch bah..So dont wanna
show off ar..haha jk jk. ok ok seriously..If only i had those
of piano at home.. I would probably be playing it in full song and
smoothly alr.. Haishhhhhh.... The Score sheet still working on how to
read it. Like Ive said..Stop asking me whether I can read scoresheet
or not! I cant! ok...I learnt by listening..Thats why im slow!
Not like those ppl who take CLASSES! Men you think I afford to pay
$256.85 SGD just for 12 lessons! You kiddin or wat!?
I can play piano alr just need to learn how to read notes can alr lar.
Wat for pay so expensive...waste money! haha. ok ok. enuff of
complaining..lets get back to work...Erm if any of you out there..
Got piano at home..TELL ME! haha..mayb can go your house and play if can.
hahas..yeah..say..talking about piano...I shall one day..Post my history
of when I started playing piano..drawing well and others..
It started..With an outsider..A guy..
I shall tell u all next post then..Anyways..
Happy Celebrating Finish of Exams,but for Sec 1 and this month only..
hahha..We still have exams next time..
And yeah..Sometimes..I when I felt so violent..
Like killing,slashing,throwing myself down from the building..
The piano saved me from doing that.
haha. yeah.. thats the point...hahaks...but seriously..I will
not say vulgar words no more men..nyways that was not me also.
haha....ok i wanna start playing my ANTIQUE organ..
Ciaos..