It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold ~~Starry~~ night.

Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD

I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

HAPPY B'DAE SIS!
today my sis b'dae hehe. ^^
So cheer up men sis!

haishh..I had a bad day..Take it one down..
haishhh...

"Im proudly present that
the highest mark student for Mathematics Paper 1 is...Idayu!"
said Mrs Ang. Then,dramatically I stood up walk to the front and took
my paper with a non-surprise expression.

I FAILED! Knew IT! haha.. no surprise tho.. Everything was set up in my mind
so no use surprising for my results bah.. haha..but was dissapointed cuz..
of my results..haha sci.. yup same. no expression. failed. so ya. waiting for
sec B. Hope my sec Bs pull me up. But its ok I guess..I have my art,history
and the oth subs to help me along my EOY results. I just cant wait to see my
oth results. I dunno why,but this days. I can like just predict the future! GOSH!
Thats So Raven! Is the future I can see!
Thats So Raven. Is the Mysterious me!!
Ok enuff Crap. Lets change to Prawn. hmm...
damn..You see..ar..Another thing thats strange is that.
mayb its coincidence u wouldnt know but the timing is so accurate.
In the morning,i wish to see him,cuz it brightens up my day. And yeah
right the moment i step out from my car. I saw him. haha.
nah its just that i like seeing his face. lolz. dunno why. then
after sch. went home take clothes,come back for training.
then eventually when I walk in front of the gate. I was again expecting to
see him. And yeah. He appeared. haha cool enuff tho.
haishhhh..So calming to see him,but dont like him. The oth one,I miss him,
but too bad next parade cant see him BECOZ! I needa go the Art House darn!
Im afraid is my promo test! And it will be like clashing! HOLY SHIT!
Damn! Wah god pls dont make it clash on the same day!! And its like
if i never go Art house,I will be kick out frm the team and if I
never go for promo test. I guess I will stay in private cuz not sure if theres
another re-test for me. zzz. men..exams are over. tot of releasing all stress!
but then looking at my results and whats happening so far!
Its MORE stress than EXAMS! darn..I think for this moment.
Ill name it my Stress Month! zzzzzzz..why.!? Y?! wy!? wyi!?
haishh..nvm..stop here now. gotta go.
I'm halfway through the door.
I'm leaving.Walking without turnin back. But my fans are calling me!
They are shouting my name!

Just shut up and go Idayu..zzzz fine.
bye. Ciaos. tc everyone! ^^