Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold Starry night.


Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD


I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

YEah! IM BACK! ahahas. lol. Ive received alot of complains
recently for not updating my blog. so yeah. hahaha Im gonna clear it
up once and for all! MUAHHAHAH! hahas. well. yeah.
lets start for.....
27 DEC - 29 DEC.
NPCC CAMP> YES SPLENDID. COOL!
hahah. yep. it was really tiring actually.
but then overall was great even tho ppl thought I emo halfway through
but that time because of i stomach ache cannot go toilet lahs. hahas.
thats why face liddat cu i wanna act cool de. hahahah ... ZZZ
kks. I cant possibly tell everything cuz that will be a VERY LONG post.
so~~~ I cut story short! WoOOoK! ahahas,yeah. camp...
All I love the most abt camp is...
Solo night.
Campfire.
The games.
and....The Second Night at Camp! hahahas.
WoOOoOOK! ANd I want to thank for the whole NP unit for the Bdae song. ahhas during campfire. kakas. alamak.. I very lazy to post what happend to every single of them lehs..
haishhh.. how ar..?
NVM>>> Wanna KnoW MORE. Pls Contact yadayadayadayada! hahahs.
men craps. ok fine.
30 DEC.
MY BIRTHDAY> SUCKS TO THE CORE. LOL. WAS ALONE ALL DAY.
yeah. "splendid" kks. I still remember who wishes me first and last.
First was.......
Kale,Yilin,Kenny,Aisyah on sms.
Sheila,Ariffah,Rauzanah,Aini,Elyeannie,Hanisah,Hayati on friendster.(ill try to recall properly.)
Elton.. On the phone at night. =D
Well have to thanx everyone who wish me. It was great tho I
expected someone to wish me,but that someone forget.
but no worries. Im used to having this type of birthdays. ^^
31 DEC> BORED TO DEATH TILL NEW YEAR.
zzz. yeah.
all the wishes yeah..what ever crap shit.
then...
1 JAN 2008.> FCUKING BORED.
sit at home all the waiting for tomorrow a new sch day.
yeah....
2 JAN> WAS OK. SCH JUST STARTED.
yeah first day of sch.Hyper and wacky.
was happy that chingna is back.
but guess and hope so she still remembers me. ahah
crap shit men me. CRAP!
kks fine...
3 JAN>
Noth great happend...Just plain old..
days. haha. but still energetic in sch.
was sad cuz jia hua ignored me as a freind lahs!!!
hahas.. dunno why.. but nvm..
well...
TODAY> WAS HAPPY AND A SAD DAY.
again. Was happy then suddenly in the afternoon
something happend...
Then I read a post on a blog that make me damn freakng sad.
but then nvm..Thats what u call life...
haishh...
well...Ive got no mood to blog now. haha. im not emo-ing ar now.
but...I think i should go..
Ciaos....

- AiSyAh!!BeSTFRiENd4eVer.^^
- Aini.:)
- Afifah.PrIBuDd.:))
- Akmal.BudDy.(:
- Amanda.XcuteMa'am.(:
- AnDi.MyLoVABLEBro(:
- N'Anyssa.ChinGAYBABE(:
- Arwen.MyBEStPaRtNer(BrO).:D
- AtiQAh.ThEChInEsEExPERt.;)
- Amirah:DD.BestBuddy!
- BeA."FlYinGcArPaRk"=)
- Benjamin.MySyiOksiR.=)
- BenSOn.HAHAHA XD
- ChInwee:D
- ChingNa.SiSteRrForEver!!;)
- ChiuPinG.DaROCK1.;D
- Chloe.GodSis.;>
- ClArA!SiSteRForEvER:D
- DiaN.BuDDy!:D
- EbAl!!MyFaVGdBrO&DAnCEOPaL=>
- EvElYn.meSCHmate(:
- FariZaH!XBTYN!(:
- GaWai.SquadMate(:
- GeOkTenG.JuNioR.=X
- HayaTi.BesTfrIend.^^
- HazIq.MeBuDDY4eVer.:D
- HisyaM.GodBro.:D
- IzzuaNd0.NCC(a)SenIor.XD
- Jaime.Senior;))
- JasLyN.The'TrAIn'FingErS=)
- 'JeChiEl!ATCBuDdy=)
- JuAnNe!MyFaVPsL=)
- Ji Siang.NCCSenior.(^,^)
- JiAhUa.MyCRAZYncO:>
- JiAyu.MeJuNIOR.=)
- JoSh.mebuddyFrmDF:P
- Joshua.MyEMOnco>.<
- Kale.Squadmate.x)
- K-Hai-Ri.FtPpSbUd.;)
- NaZ.PrIScHBud=)
- NicolE.PiAnOBudDy=)
- Nevin.GodBro.^.^
- Nicholas.NCCSenior.^-^
- MicKiE.MyBeSTJumPEr. =D
- QiUtIng.OPM XD
- Rena.GodSis.XD
- SeOwLinG.xBaND/teMpTeACheR.x)
- ShAnGmInG.ApPlEgUY:)<
- Sheila.BeStBudIes:)
- SiYi.SquaDmaTE.:)
- TiffaNy.SwiMgfwen><
- VaLerie.FtPpS:)
- VaLerie.1e3.:)
- WeeKeat.President07*.')
- XinHuI.SeNioR'))
- YaOyUaN.MyBroThErFoREVer.=D
- Zane.Senior.')
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