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Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold Starry night.


Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD


I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

well..yeah..
let me let evrything out..
well....Let me ask..why do our dream guy..the type of person we
want to have with us..is either far away from us.. or just our fantasy..?
yeah..ive wondered so many times.. ahha.. but just dunno why..
haishh... I think i wanna watch a leap of years..
see.. there's one weird thing.. there's 29 Feb this year...
surprising it will only happend again... after 3 years later..
wanna bet?? check your nearby calendar... heh.. i wonder who's birthday..
falls on this date.. that particular person will only get a chance to celebrate it..
on the real date after 3 years.. its cool actually...
heh..naru hodo.. yeah talking about this stuffs..
I realised.. Ive changed...alot...i became more quiet than last time..
but my craziness still doesnt fail to let go.. but it has reduce..
haha.. yeah.. i think once i became quiet..totally quiet.. i dont even
think my friends will realise i was there all along..
hah..i think disturb round i will only get pissed if someone plays with family name..
yep.. you betcha,argh,im just sick and tired of living this type of life..
I wish every single day that is coming will be very interesting,calm and pleasent
for the heart.. I guess my life dont..
well.. only think i could do to make my day like that is to sit down and here..some
relaxing jap music.. and remembering those good moments we had last time.. hahas..
but..sometimes when you think of everything back right.. it just bring you tears..
cuz how ou wish everything will be the same fine day like that day..
lol.. wah i suddenly today sound so emo.. haha.. no im not trying to be emo..
i just say it this way... sigh forget it..
Im going to miss someone..
this is for him : Hey pls come back to Singapore after
your overseas..I know thats for your work stuffs..But pls..come back..
ive never seen you for 4 straight years.. and i miss you badly..
i guess..you'll be leaving tomorrow.. good bye then... hope you'll be coming
back.. before your birthday.. =)
but i think..
from this years 29 Feb..
Everything Will Change.
..mata ai masho...

- AiSyAh!!BeSTFRiENd4eVer.^^
- Aini.:)
- Afifah.PrIBuDd.:))
- Akmal.BudDy.(:
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