It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold ~~Starry~~ night.

Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD

I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

well yeah..long time no post..
well recently.. beatty idol. get to the finals won 3rd haha.
lol. its was nothing tho. haha. well yeah today..
in school.. noth much tho.. then went back home.. chill out for awhile
then went to popular.. saw Bryan there. chit chatted for awhile then off.
yeah.. then say Hisyam. haha. same chit chatted for awhile ciaos.
thenn... went back home with Kenneth.. the PSP partner of mine. haha.
yeah.. same chit chatted then cioas.. lol.
life's been great lately.. normal tho.. happy now i think..
i really think i should stick to my promise not to be emo no more. cause..
i feel ar.. the more i never emo.. the more i can study well and concertrate
on daily life..you know go on with my social surroundings and continue studying..
even tho im still in the [in love] state.. but guess ill only start feel [in love]
after school.. well after studies and stuffs.. then i can think about that everyday.
not during school hours tho.. haha..
hmm yeah.. i realised ive changed alot. not sure.. but tring my best to be better.
well yeah.. tomorrow is dance prac.
cant wait to go tho! haha. Cant wait to see RIO!! haha. ANd WILSON!
lol. my best intructors ever! haha. they are cool yow! first time see me.
then straight away we do hip hop handshake! ahha.. alamak..
im invited to join the illers company le!! wahhhhhh siaaa!
should i join!? i think i should! but must let streaming go first then can..!
haha thats what i told them then they say. no prob! we'll be waiting for ya! ^^
COoOOolIIooOO! haha. kks. shall ciaos for tonight. ill update everyday if possible.
trying to find a free time to update it everyday! haha ^^
cheers readerrs!
good night.. and take care..
:)