Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold Starry night.


Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD


I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

hey ya sups.
Im back of cuz. Ive been away ova a few weeks.
Damn.. haha.. yeah.. recently.. dance..
men.. you know something happened to me and the song really
got to do with it. Thats why i change to this song..
Yeah..you know ive been for dance training recently. yeah.
and there was one part.. I was chilling out.. Then there's this guy..
Nah, i donnu abt him.. But he is
hot. I really dont know him. No feelings for him too but when I was
chilling out.. He walks up to me slowly and whisper to me saying
'I know who you are..'
then he walk away smiling.. Men.. and he winks at me..
I was blank. He made me lose control tho.. Damn..
WTH!? HALOO? I dont even know him how did he know me?
Then.. Suddenly.. after i wanna head back home.. this one was already outside
training.. didnt know he was at the same place as me.. but suddenly.
he walks behind me and say.. Ill be waiting for ya.
I turn and say. Wait till ya wanna.. See if ya can get me.
THEN AR!? I THOUGHT THAT CAN PISS HIM AWAY YA KNOW!? BUT THEN AR!
DAMN!
HE SAID BACK. "I got ya number.. DOnt worry, ma dear.."
FCUK!? SHIAT!~~~
fine. forget about him. He sucks! even tho he's hot. nah. not gonna fell
fer him. Bleah XD.
seriously.. well.. ytd training was fun!
HAHA. We dance as if we are in a club men.. lols.
haha. and previously was. Christina and Liza's Birthdays!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHA> =)))
Well hope you guys like the gifts i bought.
LOl. AND WE BOUGHT!. haha. yeps.
But seriously..about that guy.. men.. the situation really sound
as if we are making the stupid music video for the song Killa by Cherish ft. Young Joc!
damn... i hate it yow..
Well gotta admit. Its shocking to be in that situation ya know..
Aint cool..
Well.. Nelson and Zero ask for a dance. I'm like. WTH IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE NOWADAYs!?
First that time at fork and spoon!? 3 malay guys wanna ask for my number?!
CRAZY SIA! then Aini somemore can laugh at me.. zzzzz.
damn she was there to witness everything tho. haha.
Second. Was this hottie who tries to say that he knows who am i!? when i dunt even know him!?
And Third, Nelson and Zero wanna dance with me. and its not those normal dance baby.
I got to say. is the you know... well.. you know...
hahhaha. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! damn.. but oh well. its fun tho.
hahaha. kks. gtg. blog more next time. tata. ^^


men baby..ive not been blogging for the past few centuries..DAMN..
ahaha. ok ok. lemme tell ya something abt friday.. it was nice.
haha. seriously. our class does not treat exams as exams.
they were so noisy and stuffs. Andy making funny noises and even
made Ms Lee laugh when she wasnt suppose to. yeah.. thats crap for sure..
after that we have our paper one right? yes. thats where the nasty and
fun part comes. We all have extra papers, to be specific, foolscap?
yeah. they crushed it. and threw it at me. WTH!?
yeah.. men. i got bullied on that day! WTH!? haha. WTH!?
well aint that horrible. it was quite fun tho. yeah. and they continued for quite
awhile. damn guys... zzzz okay okay..
that was what happened in the morning.
not to forget.. on that 2nd MAy..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS WU AND ZAMRI!!!!!
hahha. yeah. lol.
ok ok..
at night........
DANCE! FREAKING NICE LAH CAN!?
my dads car brokedown. i was so happy finally i can go there by MYSELF!
FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE! FREEDOM! I smell freedom which thicken my nose with gold.
damn~~~ haha jk jk.
but it was nice. hahaha dance then play games with Remy, Utt and stuffs.
hahaha. COoOOoOLllLL!
lol. then the most boring part is, on my way home.
Terrible. BUS 13 from Bedok Camp to Toa Payoh. IS HORRIBLE.
we already waited there for like half an hour and the bus took. ONE HOUR to
reach at tp? wtf? me and afi were like damn sian for that stupid bus trip!
DAMNnN! we went off from bedok camp at 10.00pm exactly.
the Bus came at 10.30pm.
it took us about 11.40pm reach at toa payoh cause we missed one of our stop so
have to depart in front RI. then walk home like one kunyang like that.
Eventually i stepped in front of my house door at exactly 12.00AM!
men.. im like so exhausted but oh well. went to watch
The World Wildest's Commercials at channel 5.
men i think you guys should watch it. its every weekend at 12.ooam.
men. its nice and stupidiest show i ever watch but its good for entertaining!
hahaha. men. aite. gtg. tomorrow is maths paper 1! i gotta break a leg now.
and die for tml. Ciaos.

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