It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold ~~Starry~~ night.

Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD

I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

FUCKING PISSED OFF bcuz of ytds training.
FUCK SHIAT! BLOODY MAJOR CHANGE BUT THE MAJOR was NOT even a MINOR.
heh. then come back home read something made me more pissed.
So decided to break two bottles. Glass bottle to throw my anger..
AWAY. haha.. yeah.. FUCK THOSE SUCKERS..
FUCK EVEN THE FUCKERS. zz. EXTRAs. HAHA.
SHIT LA! Make me spill all ypes of Vulgar at my use to be clean blog.
But now its ruin by some people who's envious abt what the hell is happenin to me.
GRRR.
Haishh... really men.. For the FIRST TIME IN MY 13 YEARS of Life.
I had to actually SCREAM FUCK YOU! When i was playing basketball with Aisyah
just now. Well not to her. But to some people. zzz
Bloody Crap men!
You! Ill be HONEST for now! I can Only trust. 12 PEOPLE for NOW!
DAMN IT MEN! I wont tell who I trust. But haha. You wouldnt ExPEct
Me to name out the people I trust.
Cuz. When I name out their names. Some of your names are not in.
So YA. HAHA.
SUCKERS. DONT EXPECT ANY APOLOGY FROM ME!

Ok. Lemme Throw a RAP record entitled : Never Say Never

Forfeit the Game,
before somebody else takes you out of the frame,
put your name to shame,
cover up your face,
you can't run a race,
the pace is to fast,
it just wont last,
You love the way,
I say I'm okay,
And love the way I look at you,
But you just dont know the pain you put me through,
I'm sick of all your stupid fucking bitch!
Your stupid attitude and other stuff you do, like ditch?
Dont Expect any apoogies from me,
I ain't in the blame Homie!
I'm not even acknowlogin you at all.
Drop it off men, get off from me, dont talk to me at all!
You used to say this and hat,
Fuck This and Fuck That!
In my mind ima fighter,
My heart is like a lighter,
No suckers ,im not sorry.
You can all sue me, no remorse on me,
Laugh fuckers yeah itsall funny!
But thats to you men it aint workin on me,
Run from life , yeah you guys just keep on running,
I wont do that! I'll just stay and wait for a call saying,
God is Coming.
Expect no sympathy from me,
Cuz my heart is just as romzeas it can be,
And Never Say Never to me cuz I wont say any apology.

Alright Im done with my Rap.
I read soemthing that Afi typed out!
Men Afi you are so sweet. hehe Thanks best buddy!
Having a bestfriend since young is having a bestfriends til old.
Loving EVeryone ive got. Escialy those wo are really important to me.
Anyways ths is for Afi an Aisyah.
No matter what men. Ill be there for you guys! okay. So cheer up.
No one is to be left behind.

Same goes to my other friends alright! Love you guys! But yet still.
This isnt for SOMEONE. Is for my oth friends except for one FELLA.
SOme should know who. MUAHAHJAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Oh well.
gtg an paint some stuff. Im OfF!
TaKe Care EveryOne! =D