It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

HEY HEY! GUYS!
Im sad over something. But smiling is my forte! [Stole frm Xin Hui. P.S: Hope you dont mind]

ANYWAYS. Just finish breakdancin'. and guess i can do the move : 1990 a little.
thats hot men. Still polishin' my windmill. |
Yeps. Men. IM TOTALLY LOVING HIP HOP FOREVER MEN!
Tomorrow's official opening. Men. Must show off ar. ahhaa. JK JK.
Lol. today was great? i think. in sch lol. yeah. haha..
Was in the music room waiting fo' our queue to dance next fo' the rehearsal.
So yeah. I went rappin' on with the musics that've been played then
dance hip hop with Afi. haha. We paired up during the hip hop dance.
Then we did some breakin' too. Men. Im Off THIS HOOK. Really wish could see
darl's flare which he wanna show off to me. =P
lalala XD.

Oh anyways I found some hot fo' show off group men. Saw it in Youtube. Check tis out!

Cool aint they!?
Wish I could have this kind of dance group. Men they're off the hook!!!
I've got another! Their finalist performance! Check tis out den'!

Look!! At How f'in nice their BREAKIN' are men!!!
Holy SHOUTS! DAMN!

AND YEAH!

Y'ALL BETTA' CHECK TIS' OUT!!! F"IN NICE SHIT MEN!
THIS BRITAIN GUY WAS FANTASTIC!!!

His my BIGGEST IDOL FO' DANCIN'

MEN SHIT! I'M SALUTIN' MEN! DAMN BROTHA! POWER!!!!

I admire him sia! Holy y'all men this fella iz just 4teen and he's havin'
the crowd hell yow chantin' his name out men! GEORGE SAMPSON!
DAMN! HIS MY AGE! cant you believe it. He's fantastic. Men I love the way he moves!
LOL. =P
yeah. dammit men! Make me wanna break at night. LOL.
Y'all get what i mean. hahaha. yeah.
OKOK.

Cant wait to see my gang tomorrow. and hell yow im gonna chill out with ma sis now!
CIAOS!

I'M OfF CHuMP!
SKIDDIN!

kk. byessss readersssss...

Why.... Sooo... Serious....???

fucking stress with life....

If i learn something from this...
it would all be gone..it would all be gone..

When City meets the Sea ;D (someone recently who's close to me will know this)

But dammit men...
Sick of it...

Shiaaaatt~~~

Tuesday's training. I'll surely to be present there.
yes. absolutely. i will.

damn lah... got an accident... i dont even think someone cares abt it..
aft what happened ytd...

menn.... arrr...cant type much now... working only with one hand...
yeah...

Offf

Ok OK! NOH! has requested something.
And I shall do it.. ZZZ =_=
OK OK! HEY HEY!
YoU All wanna know something!!??
Noh IS HOT!!!
HE IS DAMN HOT!
I stand beside him can pespire sia!
HAHAHAHAH!
YEAH YEAH! lol. zzz =_=
then then then then!
Wah sey.. He pass by all my outside friends ar..
Wah SWAY SIA! All of em' scream for him men!!
WAH SEI! SIBEH CANNOT TAHAN!
=P
Sia! I THINK only hor. He's HOT AR!
SHEESH! ...
Really cannot tahan.

ok ok. is that enough??

NONO! Then ar. I go school.
I went to asked my friends.
Is Mohd Noh hot??
WAH THEY ALL SCREAM SIA!
Scream YES?!
=_=
ZZZ ENOUGH NOT, HUH NOH?
hhahahaha. =DD
kks.
I SHALL SUAN ABT HIM NOW!

MOHD NOH SIAO!!
MOHD NOH CRAZY! (no diff as the top one isnt it?)
MOHD NOH STEP HOT!
hahhaa. ok ok la..
Nvm i see him small ar.. I close one eye ar..
HAHA BROTHER DONT CRY HOR!

This post is all ABT YOU! MOHD NOH! hahahah!

haha k lah k lah..
I gtg. I in school ar.. Cant post alot of stuff abt you. lol.

hahah i shall REALLY SUAN ABT YOU NEXT POST!

=D
TATA! CALL ME AFTER YOU READ. THEN CRAP LIKE THAT TIME AITE. =DDD

What goes around come back around...
I thought I told ya.. yeah...

Let me spill another vulgar recitation..
Sometimes I tend to say.. Somethings are just like a prohibition..
Speaking out the truth and telling out all my confession..
Men.. ay yo.. that isn't a passion..nor a sensation..
Fuck all those.. Idiotic fools out there...
those who was trying to make others life crazay..
"Last Night.. tried callin'.. All I get was a busy tone..
C'mon spit it out.. haha don't tell me you didn't hear your phone?!"
Fuckers and Bitches who thinks life and your love ones are likes Sex Pistol!
Listen up and pay attention! Before you got aids or even a simple cold.
Think twice.
I would advice.
Look! If you think playin' and actin' around your love ones and in life is cool?
heh.. More like you people doesn't know the real meaning of a fool!
Want some definition!?
oops. Lemme bring up this sensation.
Yeah... Okay.. Here I go again.. It sounds im like over reactin'..
But after everythin'..
Just keep on readin'..
ill say out this...

"You spent your nights alone and she never comes home..
And every time you call her all you get is a busy tone..
I heard you found what she's doin' to you.. What you did to me..
And thats the way it goes.. You cheated bastard..my heart is all bleedin'..
So keep goin' and i'll be sayin' you'll be feelin' hurt..
This is a classic game.. A scenario.. Hey boy im tellin' ya..
You got what you deserved and you now want somebody..
To cure your lonely nights...To have somebody to make you just feel right..
Boy ain't somebody.. Its like a circus thing..
So what goes around come back around..
I thought I told ya.. yeah...:

It was song..
Yeah to me it doesn't sound wrong..
Think about it twice.
This is what you call some of the guys..
I didn't say all of em'.. Some is still nice..
This is an example of what you call they think their love ones are Sex Pistol.
Fuck men! Didn't you guys ever think what would they feel?
C'mon guys.. Im trying make it right.. make you feel that is real..
Its reality.. They're still human beings fucker!
We got feelings?! Am I Right!?
We sometimes also do need to peel off the paint off from the high ceiling?!
Am I right?
We do have problems that we need to face..
In order to perfect ourself in this life.. Which looks like an Amazing race!
sit and think about it again..
If you were to hurt them.. What do you gain..?
They gain pain.. Some of em' even do crazy stuff.. Men are you insane?!
You make em' feel that way.. You'll eventually realised that.. "men.. I've should make their days."
But am I too late?
too late to change? too late to turn a new life..?
men.. nah fuckers... im not nagging..
Im just saying..
cuz lemme tell ya something..
this is what thats i've been observing..
Its now all happenin'..
to our surroundin's..
And if you were to be one of da victims..
It wouldn't do great to you livin'..
It'll keep you stressin'..
Now look.. You might think that I'm crappin'..
but seriously.. Think.. Your loved ones.. really sacrifice alot for ya..
But what do ya return to da kindness? A fool who is laughing at their tears and
say " haha. what a losA!"
FUCK MEN! FUCK SHIT! FUCK YOU!
FUCK IT MEN!
THINK! FEEL! REALISE! ITS REALLY ISN'T NICE!
men.. damn it men..
I didn't meant to spill vulgar no more..

But please.. All i want is to see.. What makes my loved ones happy..
Would you guys really want to see someone who you dearly love
cry and cry.. And I'm not trying to talk bullshit..
After they cry.. What if its too late and they leave us?
You know DIE?
Men.. just please guys.. really I'm begging you..
I had enough of seeing that..

this is just expressed out with my words..
But seriously if i happened to see that happenin' to my loved ones..
MEN.. THOSE PEOPLE ARE SERIOUSLY FUCKING DEAD SHIT!
You MESS WITH EM' YOU'RE MESSIN' WITH ME..
If that person happened to read my blog..
Remember what happened to my dearly aunt who loves me so much..and not here no more?!
REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID TO HER!
AND WHAT I DID TO YOU!?
YEAH YOU WANT ANOTHER VISIT AT THE ALEXENDRA HOSPITAL!?
YOU WANT MOTHERFUCKER?!
FUCKER SIA!
SERIOUSLY!
YOU FUCKING MADE HER LEAVE ME! YOU FUCKING MADE GOD TAKE HER BACK!
YOU'RE FUCKING DEAD!

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me tonight.. I feel so..
Fuck.. So vulgar..
Im sorry men.. I'll apologies for that...
I'm just so sad when I think about some stuff....

But yes.. I'm not trying to be arrogant,gangster like,haolian or stuff like that..
I'm not that type of person..
I'm just serious about this situation..
Cuz a friend of mine had experienced it and I was there for her and him
all along.. I was there to witnessed...
And I guess thats what make me more serious person now..

Just ... Sorry guys.. alright..

offf.....

"WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND" by J.T. inspired by his song...

FUCK.
NO ONE WAS THERE when I NEED HELP.
and WHEN THEY NEED HELP they EXPECT ME TO BE THERE.
Im not referring to My bestfriend. Thats for sure.
Im not referring to my Best buddies.. THATS FOR SURE.
IM REFERRING TO SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE. WHO DOESNT EVEN CARE
WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENIN TO THE WORLD. yes..
that kind of people.. well..
its really really stressing me out..
GOD HELP ME OUT!
FINE! SEE.
My throat is killing me..
Im so stressed out that nearly everyday IM CRYING!
WTH!? I just dunno what to do!!!!!!
DUN ASK ME WHAT THE HLL IM THINKING...
DUN EVEN ASK WHY AM I BEING THIS WAY..
Im just sick of whats happenin...
Fine.. lets forget abt this..

As time goes by..
NDP is coming..
For me.. Its not the beginning..
Its an Ending..
To all the fun and all the happenings...
And when I passes by the flats,houses,shops and the streets..
And I saw the Singapore Flag..
The more and more i saw em..
the more sad I became..
Why does it have to end so soon...
Why must it be this way..
Why must it be 9 of August...
When we have to end our fun days..

I felt so emo when I heard 9 of August is going to be a FUN day for us.
Yes. Yep. Its true.. But came to think it..
The fun that we had,is going to end..
When I went to this NDP trainings..
The CR 1 and CR 2.
NE 1 and NE 2.
And all the previous trainings we had..
I dunno what to say or how to describe..
But they are the GREATEST FRIENDS I EVER HAVE IN MY LIFE!
Gotta be honest..

yeah.. That is where I found my GREAT FRIENDS. haha. Yep. Myb Lev.
Myb, alot more. hahaha. yeah.. Im so emo.. now.. cant blog alr.
Im gonna miss all of em..

OFFF

hey guys im back.. yeah.. i damn bored now.. its DNT now
and im bored to death.. lol. haha. yeah. he's crapping at da front.
and im here blogging at the back. nice. haha.
oh well. yeah.. hey guys today im blogging abt some stuffs.
yep. life's been great.
havin a bad fever right now.. yeah.. haha.
lol. lalalal XD. ok yo.
sup. i heard rumors people saying to oth that ive got a guy?
hahah nope.. i dont have one aite.. lol.
who would want me sia?? damn.. lalla. Anyways.
My heart is really dead and HE was the last guy that I like.
But tend to think again. haha. I rather just be myself and I.
Felt better that way. lalal.
yeah. Reminds me of Beth. I wanna be like her. She damn good la.
Hip Hop sia!!
hahhaa. den she also like me her heart damn dead.
lalalal XD.
oh well. yeah..
haha ytd was Be Yourself Day!
was great dress up as myself yep.
Guess what! HIP HOP AR!!!
Lol. Ay men! Im a hip hoper yow!
You want listen to rap? hahah. ill throw alot of it.
till i collapse!
hahha aite. I shall post some pic i took ytd. lol. ahahha
but not now. im in sch sia!!
HAHAHA. Ok oK
I gtg. lalalal XD
ok aite. ciaos!! ^^