It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Dammit.. I fell in love with him again... Not that ficitonal character but the one I met before..

Edward Cullen.

Thats his name. The guy I'm crazying about in a book.
but something extra ordinary happened today.
I can't belive even though I'm just reading some fictional storybook.
And even reading some fictional romantic characters up.
I could fell in love with him.
Gosh,even tho its just a character.
Lemme tell ya.

His the FIRST
guy, which I come across that is so romantic and loving.

ERGH! Men. I envy Isabella Swan. She could feel the love that he has given her.

haish.. haha.

Yeah I've just bought the 2nd book of the Twilight Saga. Reading it right now. haha

Oh well. Can't wait to watch Twilight in Cinema! haha. Oh well.

Seriously,he's even good looking for a vampire. haha.

AWwwWW men. Is there anybody out there who's just like him?

I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN!

lalala XD. haha remember. Im in love with EDWARD CULLEN as a book character.

ok ok. Cut it out. At most from now on. You'll see most of his pic around my blog
frequently then. haha

OK ok. recently saw Louis Hamilton. Went to talk to him. And he thought I was
following him home. zzz when his taking the same route to his car with me.

lalal XD. But gotta tell you. He's very sweet person.
BUt WHY!?

In the world of heaven & EARTH.

I've FORGOTTEN to take his Autograph and Picture with him!

I am so F UP!

Men. He told me he might be giving me his msn if we ever meet again.

awwwww damn. I wish we meet again. haha. But when????

~~/// ~~

Gotta tell ya'all something...

lol... nah.. its a SECRET....

GOD IM CONFUSE TELL ME WHO IS HE?

I wanna know now! NoNO! I felt that I need him now!

I met you once in the past. You were part of my life.

And now I saw you again.. I felt as if. I were brought back to life without all the

pain.

I knew you somewhere before. I know I saw you before. I talk to you...

And you kiss...... with those cold lips of yours... DAMN!
ARGH!!!!!!! ED! I think I need you..

I finally realised.. yes its you!

ED! I'm not joking. You might be only appearing in MY life not in the others.

But I just knew you were there all along..

DAMN.... ~

You arent EDWARD CULLEN. But You are definitely MINE EDWARD...~~

NOW!

SHIT.

Now Im coughing out BLOOD again.

I think I should break fast and take my medicine alr.

F!

I dont want to waste!!!

WAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

XD

I cant take it anymore.!!!

OK!

Dont ask me why I didnt blog ytd.

I was freaking damn TIRED.

haha. Well.
Ytd. During Achery course.
Lemme see...

Ok ok. Was fun! ^^
Knew he was coming. =D
ehehehehe. XD

KENNY. YOU BLOODY HELL.
Nvm. lalal XD. JK JK.

AT elast everything turn out to be fun tho. I got a few pics right now.
But I kinda find it a little lazy to post. =P

Ok ok.
nvm..

Shall post it later!

CHING NA!

I want MY DARLING K9 Unit Guy PICTURE!
WAHHHH!
hahaha. lalala XD.
I dont know know how many darlings I have.
Lost count.

but the REALDEARDEAR oooonly...

1

See I very good y'know. hehehehe.

OK OK. lalala XD.

I cant stand the exhaustion I had ytd. And its dragging me till now.

God. How I wish I could breakfast.

1# My bleeding throat is killing me.
2# My HIGH FEVER is torturing.
3# The HEADACHE im having is making me puking all the time.
4# SO STRESS for EXAMS. haha. Needa StuDY!

OK OK.

And I dont know why. I didnt take my medicine this early morning.
ZZZ =_=

Very BIG Mistake.

OOOoooooOOooookkkkkkkKKkkkkKKkk.

Its 11.42am.

Should I break fast?

YES! or NO! .

FINE.

I shall judge it later.
Ok ok. Now.

I shall.

STUDY. =D

kks. TATA. XD.

ENJOYS. <3

LOOK AT THE TIME!

haha. now?
The time that I rise and shine.
Lol. Just wake up from sleep.
Believe it or not.
Just finish dancin at 12 plus then just went bed.
And JUST wake up. nice. hahaahaha..

ok ok.

Look at the time right now.
I dont know what to do sia..
Wanna play XBOX. nono. cant.

So i went to study just now. at 2 plus.

Then now. Just took my dawn meal for tmrw fasting day.

LALAL XD

Oh well. My song finish downloading alr.

think go sleep right now. tata.

^-^

OKAY! I've just got a subject to post about!

DANCE! yeah..

haha. oh yeah!

Nvm. Ms Caneda anytime you need people to teach other dance I'm available!

I LOVE DANCE!

DANCE is my Initial Energy!

Listening to the neat right now? I'm breaking to that beat few days ago!

And Sheila Set up the lightings in the music room.
And i really wish i got that video!

Ill make sure I master Air Swipe a.s.a.p!

haha. Dancin right now!

I cant take it.
I really love breaking.
Locking,popping. And Stuff.
I love MUSIC!

Composing it. Rappin' it. Singin' It.

And stuffs thats gotta do with Entertainment!

DANCE!

Nvm. Tmrw tell Sheila no need go home. Stay in school dance like hell!
I make sure I can break VERY WELL!

HAHAHAHAH!

BREAKIN' TIME baby!
Lemme show ya what I got ahahahahaha ^^

Once a song is played.
Someone dances out to its beat,
I tell ya there's no delay.
Common get up to your feet!

Play that soundtrack!
Play it out loud!
Take it all out put it as a stack.
I make sure y'all know whats dance is all about!

Breakin' - N,
Poppin' - N,
lockin' - N,
Hip Hop - N,
Stuffs like this I'll do it with noooo End...

Stand up.
Put your hands up!
So y'all whatsup!
I'm rappin' out this lyric.
Makin' out this place mess up Mic & rapper chic!
Steppin' out the stage showin'
wat I've got and whats playin'
Stop tellin'
people lies,and things.

Yo bro..
You stole my limelight.
I make sure you will feel ma flo'
and make you realised whats right!

hah!
guess no need fo' that.
We'll make up a team.
and just remember what i said.
dance it all out,show everyone how it seems.

To be composin' randomly.
Last minute on stage.
And rappin' out happily.
Even tho' there a dog escape from its cage.

Ok ok. I'll put it to an end.
And this rap is composed by
~ [ N - Se7eN ] ~

a. k. a

Idayu. END.

HAHA XD

ok ok ok.
POK POK POK!

I'm okay okay!
I told you I'm random.. zzz
OoooooooKKKkkkkkkkkk!

ART! WAS SPLENDID BABY!
Erghhhh...

I CANT BELIEVE IT !

Science was easy!
When I had to read that TEXT BOOK.

For tha last minute!

HAHAHAHA XD

lalalal XD

ok ok. Overall was great.

I think?
haha yeps. thinking positive outcome!

Yeah! Tmrw achery! hahahaha!

Ok ok. Cant wait for that.
Lemme see..

WAIT!

OH NO!

D & T!

haha. Nvm. Easy. Yao Yuan & I are going to complete it tmrw!

Once and for all! HAHAH!

eeeekkkkk~

Mummy! Needa study maths! Maths! MATHS!

science! Science! SCIENCE!

Eng! no need.
Malay! no need.
Literature! no need.

HISTORY! Needddd..

hehehe. I love history! lalala XD

Believe it or not. I got A1 for history for y progress chart last term
when all I did in class is to sleep during Mr Yeo's lessons.

hehehe XD

ok ok. Lemme see. Wait. break. Ill blog again later. =D

I'm dissapointed with myself!

ERGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
F YOU IDAYU!

haishhh...
wah.. I'm so f up.
I dont know why I'm starting this vulgar again..
I wish I know ___ better.
WTH! WTF!

I want to be with someone... ='(
But not fit enough huh...

I'm always doing this bullshit things..
God! JUST ONE CHANE is that okay..?

I wanna make my bestfriend smile..
I wanna make him smile..
I wanna do stuff that make people lose their worries.
But. I'm myself crying right now...

ARGH! GOD! I'm begging you..
One chance to make my bestfriend smile
and another to make him happy..

I want to know more about whats happening..
I want to be fitted wherever i go.. So I could
know whats best and whats not.

I believe everywhere we go there's always obstacles you have to go through
right?
I believe that some of us are really strong to go through it and learn from it.
and.. I believe everyone does have a second chance..

{wuw,I sounded like i'm an ex-offender..nope i'm not}

But its ok.. I already been through it alot of times and i think the next time
things will get better.. Is just the matter of time..
give me more time.. to think whats best for her..for him..
and everyone surrounding me..

& whats best for my family..
God.. I guess If you werent let me to live again..
I wouldnt be typing right now..
I guess I would've just died from that accident..
but thank god, you allowed me to live on..
Im grateful..that im still here..

Pls I'm begging you dont make my mum got the feeling I've met an accident
just in da afternoon just now..
Thank God..

I love you,God.
I love you,Mum.
I love you,Dad.
I love you,Sis.
I love you,Bro.
I love you,Syah.
I love everyone else.

And I love you, .....

Goodbye... =)

DAMN BABY!

Sheesh.. hehe XD.

Look. I cant sleepppp..
And its my 3rd post for the day. Scroll down and you'll see.

LALALA! hahahahahahaha. XD.

LOVE <3

enjoy.

wo ai ni .....(.)

OFF!

hehe. THIS IS DEDICATE TO MY BASTARD EX. WHICH
I sometimes think he's okay,lovely and stuff.
But after what I've been through.
Listen to this baby.
This is for you.

haha. I'm strong.
I believe that.
And I believe I don't need you!
I know you're still reading my blog baby.
But get to the point.
If you love me? WHY?
haha. WHY? Oh yeah. erm.
Your I LOVE YOUs,I MISS YOUs.
For me to you is all. I HATE YOUs.
baby,i dont mean to do this. I was trying to love you.
Give you the chance cuz you said you love me.
But it looks. THE OTHER WAY ROUND.

SO WHAT?

Goodbye Love.
haha not love.
BASTARD! HHAHA

=P

BLEAH XD.

I'm gonna show you tonight. I'm alright!
SO WHAT! I'm a rockstar! I got my rock moves!
And I dont need you!!

YEAHH!
XD

YES.
Ok. I've no mood to blog. Seriously.
But I have no IDEA what I'm doing here right now.
Whatever. Ohkay.

And yes. Science test tmr. Must be very EASY. Chap 12,14,15.
Crap. Ecosystem yada yada yada.

God! Jeremy just sms me after 10 years..
MEN I MISS HIM!

WAHHH.. I love you cher! haishhh...
after 5 years of not seeing him. zzz =_=
I wish he could teach English for my class..
AGH! I WANT TO SEE HIM.. Miss him nia..
He always save me from bully when I'm at primary sch ne..
haishh.. =)
Miss those days ok ok.

Well ytd. Went to study. A whole group lalalala XD.
Nvm. Forget abt that part.

FINALLY

understand what in the world IS Subset.

ok ok.. Dont laugh. I know its weird for a person like me not to understand that CHICKEN topic. But men.

I really can't help it listening to the way Mr Lim teach me. =X

oops. YEAH. RIGHT!

Oh I almost forgot. Sry Syah today can't go study with you.
My mum ask me help her lah.. Sry..

pai sei le. I want study sia.. SCIENCE TEST TMR. LALALA XD.
And here I am blogging and gulping one cup of Milo like nobody business.

~SWEET~

lalala XD. OK OK. Lemme DEFINE "MY" EMO.

EMO

Equal
Mood
Orientation!

I've got good guts from a good family with a good life.
And good best buddies. And a "good" school with "good"
teachers. Cuz they always give me ASS PATTIES.

Okay. CRAP. lets move on. Mic check 1,2,3.

Ehem ehem.

And yes!!!
I've just finish another song.

I shall not post it out men! haha. Pai sei la.
EEE. Why do I type it out so GAY-LY.

Its because I'm happy.

GAY = HAPPY!

haha XD

HAHA! Ok.
I just came back from Cycling and Basketball-ing!
HAHAHAHAH! LOL. I tried calling Benson, thought of going
a FAR distance somewhere with bike. But someone didnt pick up the phone.
LOL. =_= nvm! haha. I shall do it next time. Ok.
Just now met 3 of my juniors. As in FTPPS.
Not Beatty. haha. Went to play with em' was fun even they are kinda
lame. But not to say anything.

and and. Before that there's this small little cute girl
playing at the Beatty playground that area. Then when I was on my
way home with Sheila,Hanisah,Aini and Myself. She looked at me and
said. " Can you play with me?"

ahahas. And the others all stop look at me. =_=
And I said " Why not? But it'll be a short one alright?"
She said. "okay. Lets play Marco Polo." I was like ~ YARE?? ~
NANI? My mind was wondering,
~What in the world is that? Or I've could forget what IS that?~

Then nevermind. Sasuke came down and I heard someone calling me "KAKASHI"!
~NANI?~ Ah. Sokka.
yare yare Sasuke baka desu. haha. iie iie. JK.
Oh yeah.
Then then Before that.

was my ENGLISH ORAL!

And it.... was

AMAZING

It went smoothly and PERFECTLY

BUT! I'm afraid of one thing. FAILING!

NVM. I'm so pissed now.

I'm CONFUSED!
I'm STRESS!
I'm PISSED!
I WANT TO CHILL.
but. CANT!

And.

I AM NOT EMO!

Please. I'm not EMO. I AM now a HAPPY-GO-LUCKY girl.
I wanna think positive even tho I am very random at times.

GOD. BLESS ME. haha.
Oh well. At first when I see YOU cry.
Yeah. It makes me SMILE!
After a while when I see YOU cry.
I feel BAD for a while.

But then I just SMILE!!!

haha. Its good that I'm random. So people wouldnt really know whether I'm really
serious,sad,happy,angry,moody,sleepy,hyper,or anything else.

I AM R A N D
O M

Haish... ok ok. Lemme see. I've learnt something from Ching Na.

tell yourself. Its gonna be a better day tomorrow. And make sure you are
into on making the next day a better day. =))

ahaha. thats credits for Ching Na!

And Congrats to Aisyah for joining my club for having a PSP now.
=)))

Glad to hear that. ^^

OK ok. I wanna go chill at the bathtub hehe. XD

LALALA XD.
Ok I'm Off!

Enjoy your day readers!

I'm starting to LOVE bloggin' cuz of CHING NA! haha.

=DDD

XD

Dont ask me why I've been away for a long period of time.
When its not that long too. But quite long too. haha. Ok ok.
Well recently NPCC Kah Wee lose to my debate! AH HAH! hahaha!!
Lol ok ok. Cut the crap. Archery was great I went in 2nd or 3rd if I'm not wrong.
haa~ Not BAD!. haha. lol. Ooookk.. Lemme see

Yesterday which is Saturday.
Let me recall what I do. Oh yeah. Just finish reading 2 books.
Then went to library,chill there for awhile and lalalala XD.
After that in the afternoon I felt DAMN BORED. And
someone is available. So called him down. haha.
Thanks for spacing out your time with me. I'm just bored.
PLAIN BORED> lalala XD.

lemme see today..
Okay got religious class per normal.
Than lalal XD went to see the Police Exhibition at TPI.
Was VERY interesting. Honestly.
ok ok.

Oh well then. Now. At home.
All I could do is to write another new song! haha.
Lemme say. I dunno what to say.
I'm starting to love to CYCLE, because SOMEONE PSYCHO me.
I'm starting to love to play BASKETBALL,THIS is my OWN FAULT for loving
basketball since young. =_='|
I'm starting to love to ~sing&composesong~, because I was inspired by myself. haha.
LOL. XD ok ok.
And surpirising I'm becoming more random. haha.
I just dunno why. I'm beginning to appreciate ladies fashion.
After all i'm not into those AH LIAN and MINAH'S or even THE TYPICAL MALAY OR SINGAPOREANS TYPE OF CLOTHING AR. But more to those American Style. haha.
yeah. ^^

OK oK. THATS WHAT I CALL RANDOM. I'm loving WHITE as much as I love BLACK.
I'm loving BLUE as much as I love RED.
I'm also loving ORANGE as much as I love PURPLE.
And loving PURPLE means I'm GAY!
ANd BEING GAY = Happy! haha.

RANDOM BABY!

OK OK. Im in LOVE with LIFE.
You wanna know WHY?
~SECRET of LIFE. CONFUSED between E.&.B.~

TAKE NOTE:
EXAMS ARE COMING AND I'm NOT SLACKING.

=D