It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold ~~Starry~~ night.

Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD

I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

I'm dissapointed with myself!

ERGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
F YOU IDAYU!

haishhh...
wah.. I'm so f up.
I dont know why I'm starting this vulgar again..
I wish I know ___ better.
WTH! WTF!

I want to be with someone... ='(
But not fit enough huh...

I'm always doing this bullshit things..
God! JUST ONE CHANE is that okay..?

I wanna make my bestfriend smile..
I wanna make him smile..
I wanna do stuff that make people lose their worries.
But. I'm myself crying right now...

ARGH! GOD! I'm begging you..
One chance to make my bestfriend smile
and another to make him happy..

I want to know more about whats happening..
I want to be fitted wherever i go.. So I could
know whats best and whats not.

I believe everywhere we go there's always obstacles you have to go through
right?
I believe that some of us are really strong to go through it and learn from it.
and.. I believe everyone does have a second chance..

{wuw,I sounded like i'm an ex-offender..nope i'm not}

But its ok.. I already been through it alot of times and i think the next time
things will get better.. Is just the matter of time..
give me more time.. to think whats best for her..for him..
and everyone surrounding me..

& whats best for my family..
God.. I guess If you werent let me to live again..
I wouldnt be typing right now..
I guess I would've just died from that accident..
but thank god, you allowed me to live on..
Im grateful..that im still here..

Pls I'm begging you dont make my mum got the feeling I've met an accident
just in da afternoon just now..
Thank God..

I love you,God.
I love you,Mum.
I love you,Dad.
I love you,Sis.
I love you,Bro.
I love you,Syah.
I love everyone else.

And I love you, .....

Goodbye... =)