It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

OH NO!

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Breakup? DOnt tell me you did breakup with her..

PLEASE TELL ME... NOT YOU & HER.

GOD. SOMETHING I REALLY DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT.........

I just read his blog and first thing i saw..

YEAH. AND IM CONFUSED. lol.

| Nothing gotta do with me. But absolutely up to my concern since
my affair with him. HEYHEY just bro & sis okay. |

GOD!

HELP!

ERRR>>>>>>>>> NVM!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEA!

haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEA!
lol. Your present is with me..
I can even contact you! =((((((

GOD! Men. Why must you finish your credits when its your birthday!

SHEESSSHHH.. haha. oh well.

yeah yeah. I'll be seeing you soon okay!!
Lets go to the other Chingay one?
Well at least Afi can join us too. =P
haha ok ok.
Hope you had a greadt day today and good week and end. =)

OK ok. Here's the deal ppl.
IF I NEVER Answer your calls.
Reply your smses.
Not at home if you call my house phone.
Reply your emails.

And I'm SUDDENLY so

SILENT~~

Please dont misunderstand.
Dont start saying stuffs like
"hey why are you avoiding me?"
"err,Idayu are you okay? You're scaring me.." (p.s : =.=)
"IDAYU CAN YOU PLS GET BACK TO ME,I MISS YOU"
(p.s : somethings definitely wrong with this fella.)
"Eh. You busy isit? Haiya,Dont disturb you nia. Your rest okay?
Dont think too much hor. Anything call me. " (p.s : DEFINITELY out of SYLLABUS.)

OK lemme tell ya why.
First thing first.
PP LOW.
Second goes right after.
I dont feel like entertaining anyone at the moment. Needa REST.
Third comes beFOUR
Let me ask for advance forgiveness,before anything happens.
Fourth last in Da list.
PLS UNDERSTAND THAT I DONT HAVE ALL THE TIME TO BE WITH YOU GUYS.
AND I'M REALLY SORRY OKAY..

Thanks Yous. Okays. Peoples.
Todas w-ass Jazzfunks Secs 1s Auditions.
Alls w-ass afraids sos Is haves tos acts reallys friendlys withs ems.
Hahas. W-ass reallys hards tos judges ands guides thems throughs outs
thes wholes things.

And finally after that. Teacher said.
Ms Caneda: "Idayu tell your gang,time to choose people up in the group."
Me: OKAY! ROGER!

IMPRESSIVELY AMUSINGLY AMAZINGLY SUPRISINGLY SACARSTICLY
MAGNIFICENTLY unCONDIOTIONALLY & LASTYLY.

Out all of 40 people.
My eyes and others caught about only 15 of em.
haha. nice.

Sorry for the rest who didnt get in.
I hope you understand that we really need to see the way you dance not
appearence or anything. Attitude comes along with the package so. yeah.
I really didnt get to say that just now. But I know,some of you will view this
and read it out. SO yeah. haha. Ppl-ease understand thank you.. =)

OK then i guess thts all for tonight tho...

I'm still worried about someone.. Hope you aren't angry at me...

I'm stuck with feelings of guilt!

ok ok.
I'm back with this boring blog of mine.
aha. yeah. I'm going out soon later.. hahahaha.
Going to...Err.. I dont even know where. haha.
Ok. forget it.
Men. I went speeding with My Cuzz bicycle just now and
it was like wow. I want his bike totally! And he say.
Go ahead. hahaha. LIAR! haha. =P
Oh well. Then at 3am in the morning just now.
I dont sleep. So yeah. I hit Blk 222 basketball court there and play.
The only place I could play at that time without having complains.
yep.
Then after that, thats when I went speeding with his bike. haha.
We went to cycle till Orchard there the Boat Quay area. haha.
That was around 4+ in the morning. haha.
And yeah. When we reached there. Seriously. There are more hot guys
wondering around in that hour. haha. LOL. But still.
I'm not interested with them. ahah.
Even one try asking me out. I ran to my cuzzy and pretended his my bf.
hahahah =P. It work out. LOL. Thanks for helping me out cuzz.

Oh yeah. After that cycle back here in Toa Payoh. Found myself having
numb knees for bball and cycling in a row. haha.|and yet still going out later.
Nvm. Im cool. haha. lalal XD.

Oh mind.
I felt guilty nowadays. ONLY for my loved ones. haha.
SORRY EVERYONE IF I RESPONSE LATE OR ACTING WEIRD LATELY.
I SERIOUSLY DUNNO WHAT BOTHERING ME. heh.

lalal XD ok ok. Check out my other blogs. They're opening soon to public. =)

Decisions..

Yeah.

Went for the Chingay 2009 audition today.. Just reach home.
Yep. I'm in this Magic Thingy. So yeah. heh..

The whole thing was great I guess. Met someone new and interesting.
His Luke. And a twin brother of his name Mark.
They're nice tho I love their features..That does not mean I like em'.
They have this fierce vampire teeth. heh. yeah.

Oh well.. Yao yuan,bro, haha thanks for your advice aite.
Yeah like i've said. Let my heart really decide which one is the right one
tho. Yeah. Stuffs getting complicated as each day went by.

I want to write messages here to those I'm very very very close recently.
Aisyah,I hope you're okay. You can message me anytime. Feel free to share with
me your probs. I'm available to help ya knoe. Cause I'm like 24 hours
awake. heh. Daylight is my time to rest tho. So most of the time. I sleep in class.
But I'll get back to you as soon as possible if i miss anything. =) Please cheer
up.. =) Smile alright..
Afi,smile and strive for the better alright. I dont want to see you this way again.
I knew how it feels like,I've been there and maybe I've even taken few more steps
forward than you..Its hard I know,when we love someone dearly..
yeah.. Pls smile. I'll be here if you need me.. =) again.. Smile alright.. =)

Well there are few more for those who've been close to me. But this are the main
ones I wanna bother about. yeah.
Its true I've got my own problems either but my heart wont be in peace if I kept
knowing whats wondering in their mind. yeah..

Off. ~~~

Its just a little crush... =)

God. I'm in a LOVE DANGER.

Eu. Sa. Eb. E. B. ~~Ch.~~ Za.

ARGH! So many!? I'm confused... I missed em'.

ERGH! Im not a playa dudeed! My heart go crazy.

If I see the EU. and go complicated when I see the Sa.
So melted and I-dunno-how-to-explain-feeling when I hear Eb voice.
My heart go crazy,angry,missin-him,UNEXPLAINED when I see El.
So out of mind when I see Be. Nothing for Ch. So his out of the list.
So CONFUSED when I heard Za voice. ERGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

So that's hahahaha. yeah. LOL.

Nevermind. I'm Independent. haha. Yeah.

But still. The feelings occupied me.
too many love stories.

heartbreaks,happy memories. good lovers.
Special friends. Haishh..

Nevermind. I'll only explain everything out soon. Maybe. ahah.

yeah. okay okay.

Hols coming. Ytd,corporal test part 1. YEAH. haha.
=D f-ing right hand. Now only typing with my left hand. F-UP!

Nvm. I'm cool.

good luck for my squad the next time we having it again aite! haha.

Oh well. ytd. I heard all their voices back..

I'm soooooooo confused with myself.

Sa came to my place.
Then he sat beside me with his looks... like. lalalal XD.

haha. noth lah.

FINE.

I gtg. BYE BYE! =)

Hey PEOPLE.

Just wanna let you know. I'll be mostly updating about my daily life on
another blog.

When you reading this at most what I'm feeling for now is all type out
the other way.

yeah. I'm happy about the stuffs thats been happening right now.

Veyr happy,not stress,very contented in stuffs i do. =)

And yeah. Another blog. hmm.
I only opened it to My sister.
MY BLOOD SISTER. Not any sister out there.

Sorry to say that, to my sisters. Like Aisyah,Clara and others for example.
yeah. Really sorry,forgive me. I think that blog is very personal.
Hope you guys understand.

yeah just for extra info.

The first blog is this. I name it The#1 : Twilight.
The#2 : New Moon. I didnt open that one for anyone either.
The#3 : Eclipse. I'll open soon to publish my songs when I'm ready. Thats my own entertainment section. =)
The#4 : Breaking Dawn. Opening soon to public.This one is very Open.
The#5 : The Midnight Sun. THIS IS PROHIBITED TO PEOPLE. And this is the one I'm talking about. Its actually where I really spill out all my deep thoughts and
feelings there. Its very personal. But dont worry I dont talk behind people on this blog. Its just a place where I really express everything out.

You know why, I name it all following the Twilight Saga? Cuz most of the part of
the story,is nearly same as mine. Likely. But not Exactly. So yeah. I might
be planning to make my own Saga. haha. Just so I'm more original.
Dont wanna people start saying "Idayu's a copycat".
FUck. They're fuckers.

Oh yeah. I dont feel like blogging anymore. anyways. Be aware.

Anyone of you try to fuck with me again.
I'll make sure I'll fuck you back.
Fuckers.

Tsk.

Dont be mistaken..

Hey. Hey!

Don't be mistaken by the previous post.

I'm not talking about Edward CULLEN at the end of the post.

Its all about another Edward. A friend of mine... I guess..

Ergh.. F. I don't wanna talk about THIS Edward of mine. Zzz =_=

I cant concentrate on exams. FUCK.

I cant concentrate on myself. FUCK.

I'm back with my vulgar stuffs again...

I cant stand the feeling.. damn it..

Forget ABOUT EVERYTHING OKAY!

IDAYU. STAY FOCUS MEN!

AWW. Just came back home from b-boyin with Eugene,Salleh and Joel.

I think thats cool. Eugene and Salleh keep smiling and laughing when

they look at me. zz. Especially Eugene. ZZZ =_=

lalala XD.

Ok some people are getting to my nerves right now.. just because they think
I'm always that quiet when comes in like..

errgghh.. some of you may get what i mean..

and a mean while. as you can see..

don't entertain me... if my eyes are different than usual..

take note of that.. that's the most thing i wanna let you guys know.

I'm not myself this days. REMEMBER.

DO NOT ENTERTAIN ME IF MY EYES AREN'T USUAL LIKE ALWAYS.

Don't come asking for a fight cuz you really gonna get one.
Don't irritate or be sarcastic in front of me.
Don't joke that much..I'm totally in my silent mode for now.
Don't ask me why I'm acting weird. It has becoming my natural instinct.
Hate me all you want. I dont think that bothers me that much.
What bothers me if I lose my loved ones. For sure.
There's more. But find it yourself.
FCK. Why.. im acting this way..

I'm so... DIFFERENT from IDAYU.

I won't entertain you if any of that happend and some others.

I will simply ignore. So. Be Aware if I suddenly ignore ya.

Again. I think I wont bother ya that much.

F OfF..