It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold ~~Starry~~ night.

Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD

I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

Dont be mistaken..

Hey. Hey!

Don't be mistaken by the previous post.

I'm not talking about Edward CULLEN at the end of the post.

Its all about another Edward. A friend of mine... I guess..

Ergh.. F. I don't wanna talk about THIS Edward of mine. Zzz =_=

I cant concentrate on exams. FUCK.

I cant concentrate on myself. FUCK.

I'm back with my vulgar stuffs again...

I cant stand the feeling.. damn it..

Forget ABOUT EVERYTHING OKAY!

IDAYU. STAY FOCUS MEN!

AWW. Just came back home from b-boyin with Eugene,Salleh and Joel.

I think thats cool. Eugene and Salleh keep smiling and laughing when

they look at me. zz. Especially Eugene. ZZZ =_=

lalala XD.

Ok some people are getting to my nerves right now.. just because they think
I'm always that quiet when comes in like..

errgghh.. some of you may get what i mean..

and a mean while. as you can see..

don't entertain me... if my eyes are different than usual..

take note of that.. that's the most thing i wanna let you guys know.

I'm not myself this days. REMEMBER.

DO NOT ENTERTAIN ME IF MY EYES AREN'T USUAL LIKE ALWAYS.

Don't come asking for a fight cuz you really gonna get one.
Don't irritate or be sarcastic in front of me.
Don't joke that much..I'm totally in my silent mode for now.
Don't ask me why I'm acting weird. It has becoming my natural instinct.
Hate me all you want. I dont think that bothers me that much.
What bothers me if I lose my loved ones. For sure.
There's more. But find it yourself.
FCK. Why.. im acting this way..

I'm so... DIFFERENT from IDAYU.

I won't entertain you if any of that happend and some others.

I will simply ignore. So. Be Aware if I suddenly ignore ya.

Again. I think I wont bother ya that much.

F OfF..