It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold ~~Starry~~ night.

Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD

I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

I'm stuck in Heart Station for the first time...

Ok people You wanna read about Perth Entry. Which Is MINE~
Go here.

www.myhappinesslullaby.blogspot.com

Thank you! pls visit and tag!

Ok ok.

got to tell ya guys...
again.
I think I'm sticking to my real me behaviour.
I wish you guys would understand.
Would give me a hand.
But this stuffs? huh? haha.. it has to depend.
The future.
My behaviour.
If someone could understand the bitter..ness..
Of being ignore-polluted by the surroundings.
I know you guys wont understand this things.
the words im saying.
No. Not because i rapping.
Its because you guys think its irrtating.
when Im starting it again.
But all this while. Who's facing the pain?
Yes. I wanna say this.
The Truth is The Pain,
You dont face it? Then there's No Gain!
You wanna be better in life. Not worst.
You wanna get successful in life. Not broke.
You want people to love you. Not hate.
You better get moving a little. Get my debate?
Sometimes people say Im-No-Making-Sense.
Sometimes people say iM-jusT-toO-tensE.
But yet still.
Who's going through it?
And yet still.
Who's paying the wounds-bill?
yes. ME. I'm paying on my own for my own.
I dont retrace my wrong footsteps to take to the right better path.
I learned from it and make sure I make things right at the end of it.
Being right all the time wont gain anything buddy.
Being wrong all the time wont gain you any improvement homie.
So what I'm trying to say.
We have our rights.
We have our wrongs.
But we've gotta learned to handle it correctly,
or we'll have to go ding-dong.
Oh yeah. Its like I'm making a song.
i'm still me no matter what.
hate me. your choice.
love me. its still your choice.
I've got to agree to what Assahktian gotta say in his blog.
What is this all bout. Specificly, Love.
Its like the worst maniac FOUR LETTERS SITUATION.
Which can drive you crazy.
Insane.
Happy.
In pain.
But at most leave you blind through you life.
Once you're blind.
You're leaving the facts behind.
hah! Get it?
Oh. Still dont.
Check it!
Dont tell me you wont.
haha. Even those out there the mature ones.
Will sometimes agree to this.
Yes SOMETIMES. But men. This is life. Its like twist!
So get yourself at the hang of it.
Try to understand,
why I'm always puttin out a rap like this.
Its because I'm still wondering....

Who can really understand what I'm feeling right now..
Somehow..
Well. This is life right?
Well I think it will end someday.
I think it wouldnt I would say.
But oh well. again.
the Pain is still here with me.
How am I suppose to be really happy?
I bet money dont.
I bet Love do.
But somewhat. I needa find someone who can do this.
But who?

OFf`~~~