It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold ~~Starry~~ night.

Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD

I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

Silence Overtook Me...

Some part are for everyone thats known me more than 2 years.
Upset over some stuffs.
Seriously.. really upset...
Didnt expect.. But it did happened
somehow I predicted it would, before this.
In the morning. yeah.
Guess I'm no more important to some people.
Yeah. this is what you get when you've been trying
your very best to keep peoples feelings in place.

This is for her.
Nevermind. I understand her situation.
Let it be. If you need me. Im just a call away.
If not other than that. I wont control your life.
Its your life. I've no rights to control or decide
what you should do.. But I hope you'll always
remember to go for the rights. Even problems
might come through and out, you gotta believe that
you can solve it smoothly with a solution.
Just dont go do anything stupid. I dont like it.
I've stop mine. Lol. I cant be hurt also. =_=
But at least there's small amt. One tiny dot. zz.
Well. I understand that certain problems and circumstances
we cant share. No worries. I know. You needed the space.
Yes. I believe that. I needed too. At times for sure.
So yeah. Dont worry about making me stop my plannings
if im having any. A bfriend will still be a bfriend.
No matter what. =) So I hope you'll understand this.
Just remember what I've sms you last time. That long lecture
I gave ya. Think abt what ive said. Isit worth while..?
When there's alot people around you that you can share it with to.
So,spill it out partna. It aint gonna do good, if its trap.
You'll keep havin' headaches. So cheer up. I still got your back.
No matter if there's someone more better than me out there..
Love ya sis...

OH YA. I've got mood to blog. But not sms or talk yes.
So anything TAG. And I'll try replying you guys back before
Dooms Day. yeah.ohoh. && yep. If you guys ever see me outside
alone. bloodshot red eyes. dont say anything or hi.

~Im just sleepy and moody.~

err yeah.. I dunno why..

My mood swing for today is like the worse among all mood swings I had b4.
The most scariest mood swing ever.
ARGH! I NO MOOD ALREADY. 4get it!!!!!!!!!

WTH! sorry guys. This is my first VULGAR post for the month.
Men. Ive stop saying vulgar already but things are just making
me saying it again.. God forgive me..
but men...

FUCK IT!!
ISHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Nvm. Im good. Chill as the real me. heh...
Next year ar.. I think you all wont recognize me already..
I dont think I wanna be hyper like last time..
but still I'll still have my happy side lah..
I wont be THAT serious... Unless ppl are asking 4 it.
Since MY NEW classmates are some ppl which is.
Yeha. and. yep. ooohh.. soo. yea.
I just. what. oh yep. okay.

Yeah. thats how the story goes.
ok.
FINE. I wanna chill now.

CIaOs!