It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

This is for my beloved bestfriend.. Aisyah..

This is the whole thingy I wanna say to you..
Recap from your tagboard.. I don wanna flood it.. sry..lol..
Yeah.. here it goes again..

Hey...
Its ok if you cant tell... never run.. no matter how hard you fall flat on your face and you just wanna give up. I believe every humans do have a second chance. even if its used up...I still believe theres this small portion in our hearts that we could still strive for the better. seriously.. remember wat ive said b4? what you believe is what you'll become... and..What you'll become will come set you your destiny.. We dont wanna end up rotting,feeling remorse over it.. even the scar is painful,think rationally,what could solve it.. but if you want to know..
Is not who or what or anything that can solve it.. Its you,who can solve it.. Feel good and love yourself everyday. Think for the better and put in few efforts 4 it,like ive said..Its not the heart thats killing you,is the mind..
Dont feel upset.. Be strong syah..Seriously.. No matter what.
Stand up tall. No one has the right to bring you down! NO ONE! You are strong.
I believe that! Its not time to give up! Remember..
Dont tell me theres no human being that never ever did a single SIN before..
Thats just bullshit.. We did. Even I did. Even if its not the biggest or the worst,
you learned from it right? For the better of cuz. Dont ever fall then stand up and run. When you fall. Carry yourself up and remember how you slip. And never
let that happened again. Im really no good at advicing but I'm trying my best
doing everything thats best for you. Im no lesbian. But I love ya sis, i dont
want any single FUCKING thing to happened to you. And pls...
If anyone ever dare to touch you. They're really messing with my ass man.
I hate this part right here. Yes.
Dont feel weak. Pls.
Dont say yourself a monster.
Dont say your heart is sour.

Dont ever say stuffs like that to make yourself feel better.

Yep. Your last love. Is to God. Thats what i do.
Allah is the most closest to you. Not me. Nor you.
But I'm still there for you when you need me..
DO NOT EVER COMPARE YOURSELF TO ANYONE ELSE.
DO NOT LET ANYONE COMPARE YOU WITH ANYONE. unless its something better.
BUT. You are what you are. They dont like it. They lost a good friend.
They like it. They gain it. You gotta search that inner strength within you.
Listen to what Eminem had said in his songs.
1#
This is what he've said.
Sometimes you feel tired,
feel weak and, when you feel, you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
and just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
and not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.

See what I mean. I wont encourage you by saying its ok to do something really
bad. But you know the consequences right..? im not saying that you've done
something bad either.. But going fast wont do good either.
Go reallllllyyyy slow... Think... Really feel..
Forget about the past. They're just past thats holding you back.
It aint do good thinking abt em'. Pls.. Im begging you.. Just
dont do anything stupid..
I know you want your dad back badly.. I know how much you love him..
I saw how you go through the times when you were with your dad..And when
you were with your mum.. I know how it feels.. & I want you know..
what I believe about your dad.. That he still loves you..
Dont worry.. He'll find you and you'll find him..
All you need is.. love.
Yeah.. Some people might be saying this.. haha.. macam faham ar idayu...
translation.. like you understand the whole situation like that..
But Ive got to tell you guys out there too..
being someone different is also hardship... But I guess a few knows about me..
Not all.. Well.. Aisyah.. There's one more thing..Da last thing
I wanna say....

God knows the best.. And there's reasons why you've put through this hard life
situation.. He wants you to learn something.. Its a challenge.
remember.. every time this kind of things happened.. treat it as a test from God.
You pass it at the end.. You fail it.. Its all your to decide.
Do the best.. aite.
Sorry if i get out of topic. But this is what I've learned during those moments
when I needed space. Its what Ive experience and put it into habit..

And yeah.. This is what Ive learned..And I want you to know about it too..
You see...
1. You put your experience into words.
2. Your words become thoughts.
3. Your thoughts become ideas.
4. Your ideas become actions.
5. Your actions become habits.
6. Your habits become personality.
7. Your personality. Becomes your destiny.

aite..

Ive got to go now.. and.. yeah... seriously..
Friday I hope you're free and if you are try get $10.
Ask me personally why.. =)

Bye...Love ya sis.. Sry Im not that good at advicing.. seriously.. haha...

Sorry.. take care aite..