It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold ~~Starry~~ night.

Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD

I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

Hello 2009? Goodbye 2008?

heh. 2009 the next day..
goodbye 2008 today? Lol...

Yeah.. Yesterday was my last day to be crazy as usual.
Thanks for the trip. I really love it.
Thanks
Aisyah
Elton
Aini
Khairul

Haha. I love em' especially........ Oh yeah.
Maybe next year, I planned alot.
More serious. And this time yep. I'm really goddamn serious about it.
My Eyes on Fire.

I saw MY Midnight Sun yesterday night.
And I dare you to play punk with me the moment school reopens.
No more old me. No more crazy me.
I'll be my old me for my loved ones.
So. Please dont say I'm arrogant now.. I just had enough of it.
Dunno me. Shut the fuck up.
You know me.. Then we can chat, ~ Whats Up ~.

NP Story.
Well.. Yeah. I do like NP. Seriously.. But I just dunno why I'm getting sick of it..
Getting sick of getting pumpings,screamings and etc. I know its a disciplinary UG group. But I felt as if... Like. I'm not gonna be a Policewomen when I grow up, not gonna scold people, pump people, and tell ya guys ar honestly. If I become an NCO.
Never in my life I wanna pump nor scold. Even if I had to, I'll only really burst out if it got out of to the extend, but not till you wanna scold the cadets like as if you're the biggest shot in his/her life.. Thats just PLAIN ABSURD. Seriously. And If they had REASON(s) too. Cmon. Its gotta be an ABSURD EXPLANATION too. ugh..
I could say I'm okay with the NCOs this year except some. I'm just fuck up with the way NP had been aite.. Thats all. Sry if any NCOs were to read this. I didn't regret entering nor being in it. Ok.

NP story ENDS.

New 2009 Class.
Argh! Obviously I dislike being in 3N2. Therefore I planned not to be socialise with it this time round. Cause the class is full with IDIOTs. Seriously..
Erghh.. And I dont think I wanna waste time loitering in sch after sch hours. Its killing me getting to know that the class is full with. nevermind.. Oh well. Come sch study. Go home or not stay in sch for damn fucking CCA...
Oh yeah.. I just HATE IT. OK?

New 2009 Class story ends.

But.

2009.
I want a:-
New Life.
New Clothes.
New Love Start.
New Way of Friendship.
New Schedule to fill in.
New Career.
New Stuffs.
New Audio Technica Earpiece.
New Friends.

Well.. Just a NEW start-up.
I don't want to go through stuffs thats wasting my time..
Time is precious therefore, I wanna forget about nuisance stuffs.
Wow... think gonna blog less next year..
Oh well. I wanna go now..
This is sick when I have to remember about NP,New Class..and etc..
Sigh.. Can stuffs just get better? Its just getting worse..
Ugh.. Whatever..