It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold ~~Starry~~ night.

Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD

I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

Back Again.

The trip back wasn't a welcoming one at all.

I walked back home alone having those words that he said cycle through my head feeling the pain again and again.
When I was wondering the obvious of the obvious.
I looked at the time, I called my parents.
Again. No one bothered to pick up.

Alone now. Stuck here in this room. Dark condition.
Not caring about anything around me.
I broke most of the stuffs at home.
By just a touch.
I'm exhausted. My legs are aching shit.

The camp. Was difinitely a wonderful and memoriable one.
Along the camp. I got upset most of the time cause of someone.
I wanted someone to smile but instead, a total change of face expression
when that person saw my presence there at the moment.
I wondered.
Isit because the person's upset too.
Or isit because the person saw me with someone else and thought that that someone elses was my lover?

I saw the practicals and I saw both sides theories.
I know mine. And I learnt theirs.
Both theories is unexpected but obviously obvious.

I stucked myself up in my theories and my mates assumptions.
Its just that I wanted to know the truth.
I don't want any Secrets between close ones.
I love everyone. Including the person I'm talking about.
Maybe I love him the most?
Maybe I love some others the same way too.
Its just that. I'm not showing attitude.
I don't want to be too emotional.
But somehow, I know.
And I just don't like it, if its been hid away for some reasons.

off.

Party To Dasmacus.