It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold ~~Starry~~ night.

Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD

I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

The Present.

I've changed.
Drastically.
Again I'll repeat. Don't ask.

Recently. Comp was fine. We didn't made it. So what,
as long as my team mates had that experience. Had the opportunity
to the open. We had fun within our team and thats enough.
Thats..Enough..

There's something bothering me..
Not some. A thing.

Honestly, I want to be alone more just after school.
Be there where we belong, me and my family.

Sigh.. Lets just keep that one to myself..

Life isn't fair.
So just beware.
Living Impaired.
Differently Biotic.
Living in Despair.
We aren't psychotic.

We, different people with different minds.
With different beliefs and diffrent signs.
Also, different religions and different opinions.
Different pesonalities and different type of assumptions.

We as different and every unique self has the need and the must
to respect other beliefs and others minds.
We do not have th rights to destroy or to insult those
differently biotic people.
We must not offend anything that does not belong to us or those
that does not belong to us.
Thus, its all about RESPECT.

Even some of us might not belong here or not up to your likings.
We have our own unique self. And we do respect others and stuffs
like that. So understand.
And respect.

Keep to yourself who, those that are known.
Thy, the soul and spirit may no companion to us.
But living in believing others and oneself,
will leave us to light from darkness.

Something you all got to take note.
Not all the time Light is the source of Good.
And not all the time Darkness is the source of Evil.
There's Vice-Versa. So all you got to do is go with the flow.
Aprreciate one and other differently biotics presence in life.

Off.~

The Present.
Confusion.

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