It was Me. With The Rose I Gave You.

Identity Memoirs Exits Letters

Swallow me and spit me out
for hating you I'l shout out loud
seeing you it kills me now
no I don't cry on the outside somehow

Cold ~~Starry~~ night.

Yep. Thats me.
Hello. My name is Nur Idayu Bte Abdul Rahman. 14 goin' 15.
30th DEC 1994
Capricorn
Singapore
quake4_cloud@hotmail.com(MSN&FRIENDSTER). Music and Art is her life.
A Rapper,Dancer,B-Girl,Composer,Lyricist,Pianist.Guitarist.
A Little bit of tomboy but still have my girl me. Dont really give a damn about haters,backstabbers and etc(s).
Don't mess with my loved ones or you'll be messin' with me.
Sounds like im tryin' to be a big shot but NO.
Those who are close with me..Knows me very well in terms of fighting..
Loves :
Family = Mama,Daddy,Sister,Brother,Myself,Kor. Bestfriend = Aisyah. Him&Him = ED. Myself. =P
EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE. HEHE XD

I love goth & emo too. Dont ask me why.. Its my Vampire Bloodline. heh. ;D

I lost this time round.

Hey Aisyah.
Thanks for being there when I'm emo just now.
Seriously girl, thank you for it yeah...
I really dunno what to do if I hadn't got you.
Thanks for being my best friend.
I love you men.
Take care always yeah sis?
Love ya.

P.S : I'll change my cover to the pics that we took. love ya sis!
Ayu your pathetic best friend. =)

This is for Jay.
Jay...
Please.
This is driving me insane.
Just one more. Without you I can't function no more.
I just can't step out of my front door.
I can't do what I need to do.
I can't be who am I.
Hardest thing about this confession is I just ruin what we have, But I don't wanna lose what we got
But it's a chance I'll have to take, pleasee...
Don't wanna spend my whole life wonderin' what it feels like
Bein' there beside you and kissin' on you all night

This is something I wanna rhyme about.
Remember I said i'm gonna make a song for you?
This is one of em.
Here goes noth..

[verse 1]
See I been makin' a mistake.. oh no.....
ohh god.. just give me one chance.
im pleadin you.. im holding this pain,
even when I walked out of the door.

I just can't breathe the moment you said,
"I'm sorry"
I can't forgive myself for the mistake i've made,
even tho you said you still wanna see me happy.
i'll be only happy,
when you're with me.

[chorus]
lets dont talk about where are we.
lets talk about you & me.
oh baby, oh please.
im begging you, this pain is like a disease.
i need the cure ,
and that'll be your,
your laughter, your voice, your smiles,
I dont care how far we are in miles.
right now
what i needed the most somehow.
is you.
Just give me one more chance.
just give me one more chance.
to prove to you that i love you.

[verse 2]
baby, i can't afford to be the one who hurts you.
i can't afford to lose you.
but why this has to happen.
when i've fallen.
for someone who's like a my guardian angel.
when i've fallen.
for someone who knows how to love a girl.
and make her feel this place is like a wonderful world.

[chorus]

please dont say that. i need you..
right now..
one more chance. just one more..
i wanna see like what we are before...
just like before..

[End]

I listen to the song that you dedicated for me.
I remembered this...

~You like surprises..
I like you..~

Sigh...
i just dunno what to do..

love you...

P.S: My GameMaster, I'll put your design into my collage also. i will always love ya hun.

Off....